Listener

It's good to release everything out, you'd feel much better =) Lol, sometimes I felt so useless because all I did was just listen, listen and listen. I don't really know how to comfort people, perhaps it's because I couldn't relate myself in their situations and I seldom asked them abt their problems unless they wanted to tell me. Oh well, I think they felt the same so I would only become a listener once in a blue moon.

Am I a good listener? Idk. I have no idea. I tend to add my opinion in the midst of the conversation, not sure whether others like it or not (I doubt so xp), the words come out almost naturally lol. For those who willingly share their feelings with me, I am very grateful, it's like I'm so trustworthy that they are able to pour everything out. Thank you.

I hope I've made u felt better. 

updates

  I've abandoned this page for ages lol not that kuazhang la but still -.- Ok let me update abt my college life ba, I think my Mac's gonna rust since I seldom touch it. Poor thing, forever alone sigh. 

  Soooo, where should I start...hmmmmm. Oh nvm here it goes: I love my class SN14C, I lagi love my classmates XD hahah they're all nice, had lotsa fun filming advertisements with them for group presentation, sem exam just fin on tues, got back all my Science paper, unexpectedly scored highest for Physics among the 3 subjects (I really thought I'd fail lol), get to maintain my scholarship whooohooo, want to play badminton badly, drive to college by myself, Chemistry Mr Siva taught so fast T.T, can't wait for them to organize singapore trip etc etc etc.

I feel sho sleepy now idky I got tired easily nowadays. Forgive my messed up post coz I'm in a blur state. Oh ya Shiern came over today =D and what else ah,,,merdeka!

Blacksper

  We named you as Blacksper. Black- my grandmother's dog which was super good...it died. Sper- we used to love 'Casper' the Cartoon show. A cute naughty ghost haha.

  When the first time I met you, your size scared the hell out of me. That time I was only seven years old, but your height had already reached my waist. Through out all these years, I was still afraid of you though I knew you were good to us. I only dared to touch your head, and sometimes your silky fur through the gate.

  

  Everyday, you would stay in ur cage and the maid would let you out at night. I've had always felt guilty for not able to play with you, I knew I shouldn't, but my phobia stopped me.

  3 years ago, we bought Naruto and we started to have the guts to have close contact with you. Luckily you and Naruto get along well with each other haha. Naruto's like your grandson from the way you guys communicate xp. You're the steady, mature, smart type but he is the opposite =P.

  Thank you, for being such a loyal dog. You're our bodyguard, with your presence we felt safe coz you shoo-ed all the strangers away. Naruto can never replace you :) 

  It's such a painful thing to see you suffer . However, I would never agree to inject those chemicals into your body and let you die, unless you told us to. Looking at all the wounds, it teared my heart. Few weeks ago you couldn't walk anymore. Doctor told us you had cancer, but fortunately he was wrong. Those tears I shed for you that day...from sorrow to happy, and happy to sorrow. Doctor  said you couldn't last long, the wounds were too big, plus the skin disease and your age, it worsen the situation.

  For 12 years you have accompanied us, taking good care of our safety. You're like a family member, not just any ordinary pet dog. You have the purest soul, I hope you can go to heaven. I know you can.
For dog's age you are already 84, like our grandpa dy haha...... Blacksper, thank you so so so soooooooooooo much and..... I am sorry, We are sorry for not being good owners. You'll always live within our hearts. It's time to let you go.

  Good bye =')

  R.I.P

  

Rest to go further

 Had 5 months holidays after spm. Lol, cancelled the 3 months of national service, I still had 2 months to really enjoy  my lifeless days. Some of my friends started their college life in January, some found their part time jobs, some slacked all the way, rotting at home lol xp.

  At first I felt super sien after I came back from NS. I watched drama whole day, read story books and manga, accompanied mom to office (with my drama :P), yum cha, driving lessons......that's how I spent my holiday haha. I did complain to my mom about it, but she said: 'if you don't enjoy now, you won't have this chance until you finished your A Levels, when college starts you'll  regret for not appreciating this break.' I thought she was right, so I stopped complaining and slacked to the fullest :) 

  Ok now it's been a week since college started, my lecturers are good, friends are nice, food memang (Y)... but it's abit stressful coz all the teachers wanna push us to study. I don't hate it though, coz I miss studying (yes, this is the truth-.-) <<<nerd wannabe xp. The topics are quite interesting, way deeper than spm...surprisingly, I'm actually having fun.

  I wonder, if I start studying straight after spm, would I have this 'ohm' to study? I bet not. Thanks to the long break (ok it's not very long, but just nice to cool down my mind and to relax gao gao), It made me realized that studying can be enjoyable. We are the blessed one because not everyone has the opportunity to study. 

  During orientation week, a senior told us:

'The reason to study is to study for those who cannot.'

Well said senior :)

  

  

Forever JKM

  I've never regretted knowing this bunch of friends =) I had lotsa memories with them, more than I thought when I looked back those photos. They played a major role in my school life...and now, they've become part of my life. During all these years, of course we had arguments, we faced problems,  we emo etc, but much to my satisfaction, our friendship stayed strong, and even stronger.

 The 1st farewell was for Timmy and it wasn't the last one. Since all of us had graduated, we started to choose our own path which lead us to different future. We used to meet almost everyday, then once a couple of weeks, followed by months, and finally...years. 

  Some of us wanted to study abroad, and some preferred to stay. We will be separated, it's just a matter of time. Lol, kinda hard to believe the day when we scattered around the world. 

  Don't really know how to express my feelings, so yeah, all of you take care, go ahead and pursue your dreams, never give up easily in life, keep in touch...lol, because you sakais and sohpohs meant alot to me, do have a great future and live a happy life =)

Thank you, all of you =)

Diarrhea

This is the 3rd day dy fml-.- zzz I don't even know how it started. Food poisoning? Nah I'll vomit if that's the case (experienced ppl talking here heh).

Just imagine you have to go toilet for more than five times a day, it sucks. Not gonna see doctor for this small matter, just stay near the toilet can dy 😐

Gonna let my immune system work harder haha. Fighting!

iPhone 5

  As you all can see from the title, I bought a new hp =) This is my 1st time owning a smartphone, so yeah I'm happy. Fyi, I was using a China phone, 'Chang Jiang' for about 2 years ever since I lost my UPSR present, a Sony Ericsson W660i.  T.T

  I'm a beginner in using Smartphone, abit cacat lol. I took a few moments to figure out : 'where's the Contact icon?', 'What's the "data" that qiu mentioned abt?', 'how to switch of 3G?' etc etc. =P I installed some apps and could't stop exploring Apps Store since then haha. 

  Erm, I finally joined Twitter, Instagram, Whatsapp and so on. Lol, I never knew my friends would be soooooo excited when they found out I changed my hp. Most of them were like 'YAYYYYY FINALLY CAN TEXT YOU FOR FREEEE!!!', 'I was damn surprised when I saw "Casserene Yeow followed you"', ' WAHHH SOMEONE MAJU LIAO WORRRR' bla bla bla. All positive responds heeheee =D

  I hope I would lose this kind of enthusiasm towards my hp soon coz it's super addictive and I think it's not good if I don't learn how to control. STEADY LAAAA!!!XP College's gonna start soon weyh, heard Cambridge A Level isn't easy, have to study hard >.< Jia You!