Merry Christmas!

  First of all......Merry Christmas everyone!!! =)

  Haha, had lotsa fun yesterday night hehe, this was the 2nd time we organized a Christmas countdown event, and it was successful I believe? XP For those who came, thank you very very much. Although some of you were not able to stay till 12a.m. but still, your presence was greatly appreciated.

  Lol, I was super tired weyh, brought waipo to Jusco in the morning to buy her shoes and comb. Went pav after that. Arrd 4 smth, sent waipo, mom, and aunt back to our hse and here comes our mission lol xp. My sister and I managed to go klcc, ts, hok choon and 7 eleven to collect all the food, IN ONE AND A HALF HOUR! XD quite jam summore lehhh *bangga*

  I invited both my primary and secondary school friends =) I'll introduce those who came one by one heh since I'm free now :3

Sok Yan: I first knew her when I was in standard one, same class with her =) We became real close especially when both of us were keen on dancing. Until standard 4, she shifted class and since then, each of us had different groups of friends. I was glad that Hao Yu suggested me to invite her lol, because I spent a wonderful time with her yesterday ^^ My mother was surprised that we were still close even after all these years, me too =P 

Hao Yu: That naughty and talkative fella. Wow he became even more open after studying abroad at New Zealand. Haha, thanks to him, the atmosphere turned merrier =) Had fun teasing and bullying him bluek, okay I'm bad muahaha. Stay sweet with your girlfriend ya, Ah Yan will accompany her geh don't worry =)

Felix: Lol, his editing skills have improved alot! Haha, thanks for the special christmas present, I like it very much. Oh and he was very sporting in buying mask, gloves and what else ahh...was it santa hat? hmm, not sure =/ Anyway, glad he enjoyed the event hehe merry christmas!

Ser Yeen: As pretty as always, or I should say, prettier? lol =) Too bad she couldn't make it for the Lai Meng outing on 28th. =( We would only see her one year once eh? Haha, one of my good friends in primary. Still remember those days they used to come over to do projects and stuffs. Those days =') 

Yun Qiu: The only one from Lai Meng who attended the same secondary school with me after Timmy and Hazairi left. We graduated together, twice :) A very special friend to me, now and always =) Oh ya, she won the best dressed female award. Haha, not bad ah qiu ;)

Shi Ern: A friend who has many mutual interests with me. Lol, we seldom argue, hmmm, I don't think we've had any huge fights before, never. =P Haha, and I'm proud of that. I bet she is, too. She looked really charming whenever she smiles earnestly, and I hope she'll smile  + laugh more =) 

Melissa: My dear sampat, outgoing and gorgeous friend. Haha, luckily she didn't scream like she always did, or else my relatives would probably get a heart attack. jkjk =P She went back early yesterday because she had to go to church. Nvm, I'll give her the pendrive some other day =)

Xu Ming: The cameraman =P I was kinda touched when he told me he repainted the mask. He made an effort weyh, and the output was pretty good =D He stayed back till 12a.m. for the countdown lehhhh ^^ lol thank you so much ah ming =P I hope the event wasn't too bored. 

YJY: Lol, hmmm, he went back early as usual, always the 1st one to cabut...I was grateful enough when he told me that he would stay till 10 p.m. For Ah Yap, considered very good dy, summore he sacrificed some time for us to take group photos when his parents had arrived. Kamsahamida~~~

Jiunn Hong: The guy without handphone. P.S: He never had one =P He came to my house as promised haha, good, no ffk =) Lol, I wasn't very close with him until we went EA for tuition. Haish, miss there dy lol. Yay, we'll go to the same college! Not forgetting YJY haha.  TARCians soon to be XD

Did I miss anyone? I hope not =/ lol anyway, I had a splendid night with all of them =) My family, relatives and friends =) And once again, MERRY CHRISTMAS! XD

  

Holz Timetable

  Soooo, I've lotsa things I didn't post huh. Even after SPM, my blog was simply dead  -.- Haha, perhaps I had no mood to post gua, wanna get rid of writing for a while after all the tests and essays =P Lol, I finally downloaded Maple Story! XD It was my wish since std 5 lol damn long dy haha. Anyway, I was active for a few days nia coz my schedule was too packed. I'm a busy girl heh :3

  Went China 2 days after my Chinese paper, 5th dec- 9th dec. Only me and mommy haha, our honeymoon ^^ It wasn't thaaaattttt relaxing but oh well, we did get some rest though. Came back from China then str8 away went for undang test the next day =P Lol, studied last minute again :3 My style HAHA. Thank god the result was good ^^ Not forgetting Qiu's birthday that day =D Haha, glad I was able to make it =) Oh ya, went for some chamber music on 11th hehe ;)

  Lol, I just fin unpacking my luggage then have to pack again -.- Mom drove us to Johor on 12th coz we're going to Singapore with my relatives at Kluang. YAY! XD It was a memorable trip for all of us. Seeing that my grandma didn't forget about this trip and keep telling others it was fun really made my day=) All the hard works paid off haha.

  Reached KL on Sunday, and went for L License theory class on Monday. It was way better than the undang class seriously -,- Haha, I tried driving during the practical session XD Damn fun weyh although I couldn't control my clutch and the brake properly lol. Especially at the last part, the car just stopped suddenly, I released it to fast adui hak sei ngo -.- 

  Met up with few of my primary friends on Tuesday. Lol, 6 girls including me =D I was really happy to see Khoo Xue and Valerie haha. 5 years didn't see them liao omo...all taller than me dy T.T 

  I bet I've been to most of the shopping mall these few days =P Need to buy many stuffs for the Christmas countdown event at my house =/ I guessed we're mostly done. Just a little bit of touch up then ok dy =D

  Ugh, I haven't fin cleaning my room lol, as usual la ;) It's not in a big mess, just all the mini minor things. Hope I'll get it done by tomorrow =D 

 Today is 21st Dec. I believe that we will survive the end of the world=)

Colours

  Me with my forever ss post again =P  I don't think anyone of you would understand HAHAHA so yeah, you can choose not to read this.

  1st time: Purple

Didn't expect that to happen lol =) 

  2nd time: Red

Erm, I was surprised, but this time still boleh tahan coz there were some minor difference in the color.

  3rd time: Blue

Ok this is odd, but I like it ;)

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I'm a last minute person all the while, but during this SPM period...Thank you, for reminding me how serious it would be if I don't start studying. Thank you, for being a good example. Thank you, for telling me honestly about the possibilities when I did really bad in my BM. Thank you, for sharing all the knowledges with me, randomly. Thank you, for lending me your ears when I started complaining. Thank you, for the prayers =)

May your wish come true. 

One Year

  We kept our promise, mission complete heh :3

  Lol, time flies haha, it's been a year. 365 days, I managed to control myself from the temptation wheee. XD 

  Hmm, so yeah we're in a different situation compared with a year before. Choices have consequences bluekkk =P You choose, you bear, as simple as that.  Anyway, thank you. =)

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   Jealousy kills wtf -.-  this is the 2nd time ady lol apa lu mau zzz  Go get a life and stop bossing around. It's not that im interested also, don't overestimate yourself pls. Show some respect lol which I know you wouldn't but haha don't  test my limits  lol ^^

16 Nov

  First of all, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TIMMY =D I know you saw our 'cards' for ya, too bad you couldn't see it in details, some words are just too small and blur when we took the pic =/

Haha, anyway, all the best in the 'Malaysian cultural night' thingy. Go get some sleep after that ._. Good to see you enjoying your life there =) Lol, the props are nice, biasala, tim hor? =P Haha, make sure u cut your hair when you're back in Malaysia next year, oh and don't ever change your mind zzz we were super happy bcoz we don't have to wait for 4 years lol so please don't ruin our joy tq. 17 dy loh, stay sweet with kexin ;) Pink poodle is gonna be back next year. XD V.I.P hwaiting! Sengil Chuka Hamnida tim-shii. Take care. ^^

Shocked

  YA! both of you scared the hell out me ytd-.- or I shud say today? LOL

  sooo, cheer up! as i told you: this wouldn't be your last time. XP cruel it may seem, but just bear with it. SPM SPM SPM SPM SPM SPM SPM SPM SPM SPM =P

Last day of school

  Last day of school for everyone except for the SPM-ers =/  Lol, no doubt I'm gonna miss my secondary life. Year by year, I witnessed each batch of seniors graduated from SAB, and now, it's my turn. Graduation day was few weeks ago, haha, but that feeling wasn't as strong as primary's. Perhaps, the graduation day in my primary school was really the last day we could see in other in the same uniform, same school batch, same class...Haha, secondary de lol, graduate dy still have to come to school=P Kinda weird lol.

  SAB, no matter how much I used to compare you with Lai Meng, u would still stand a place in my heart. There were things abt you that Lai Meng could not replace, and vice versa. ;)  After graduation, I was officially graduated (u don't say=P) but I'm still coming back for SPM...After SPM, I am no longer attach to SAB, the place where I spent most of the time in. =/ Don't worry, I will visit you (since my hse is so near lol) =)

  Haha, soooo, pray hard for SPM !

Big Bang Concert

  I have no time to write in details, just make this short =P

  27/10/12

  G Dragon, T.O.P, Taeyang, Seungri, Daesung... Thank you so much for that 2 and a half hours with us=) You guys cheered me up lol.  I will never forget that moment when all of you were at a reachable distance.

  One of the best song you guys sang that night was Haru Haru. =') Never thought it would be so touching. When we were singing along, whoever  praised us with the word 'beautiful' (I think it was gd), thank you, that one particular word melted my heart =) 

  Waited for 6 hours just to get the ticket, waited few months for this special day to come, waited since 3p.m. outside Stadium Merdeka even though the concert started at 8p.m. , waited 5 of you to appear on the stage although it was raining... Thank God, you guys worth my wait. 

  Next time i'm going to buy myself the V.I.P ticket. I don't care if I have to camp overnight or whatsoever because I know that brief moment with you all lasts a life time. 

  5 members = 5 birthdays. One year = 365 days. That day was T.O.P's birthday =) Bingoo top, happy belated bday =D Malaysia's fan was lucky lol, the probabilty for one of the member's bday and their concert to occur together is 5/365 = 1/73 = 0.0137 XD Lucky us

  I'll never forget my 1st concert. Big Bang, Kamsahamida =)

shit gets serious

SPM is just less than 30 days. Lol, NO MOOD STUDY. but haha, no matter what I must create the mood also. not much time left =.=

Oh, I'm gonna graduate in less than 20 days T.T walao eh, someone's playing with time seriously wtf

To all form 3s. Good Luck for your PMR! XD haha, when you guys are at our age, u'll definitely say: ala, pmr tu sap sap sui laaaa.... =) haha gambateh neh

Thank You

Thank you.

For telling me =)

Even if it's not possible, 

I appreciate it.

Best wishes to you 

in your future.

Lol, I'm calm,

very very calm.

An unexpected surprise 

for the day.

Bye September.

Hello October.

A brand new month 

for you.

Brand new day.

Brand new feelings.

Hope you'll be fine.

Thank you.

And sorry =)

Food Poisoning

  So yeah, as you can see from the title, I suffered from food poisoning. Lol since Monday but now sudah ok la, at least I'm recovering.

  The 1st day was hell man, zzz I damn semangat go school de coz Friday I dah ponteng to balik kampung. Mana tau not feeling well, k lorh fine I continued sleeping. Uhm, I think I slept till 11a.m. then I took my breakfast--porridge. The porridge smelled and tasted nice lol duh my mom cooked de leh, mana tau I tak de appetite, just few spoons then enough dy. Few mins after I went back to sleep, I threw up. =(

  Haish, went to see doctor arrd 12p.m. That stupid doc said it was because of demam stress and inheritance something liddat. But oh well, I slept again. Woke up again for Add Math tuition, and slept. Basically, I slept for the whole day.

  Oh yesh, it was dinner time. Drank some vege soup...lol, vomitted again=.= Wtf luckily I had a piece of Gardenia bread before I went to bed, and I didn't throw up=D

  Went to school the next day, still quite ill la but slightly better. I wanna see them play bball friendly match with mbs heh =D So yeah, thank god I managed to stay till the end. 70-48 sab won the game XD lol, but mbs actually very geng they just didn't show their 100%. I hope sab can win zone pudu next year lol jia you lehhh. >.<

  Stopped eating my medicine ytd, I think I almost recover =D Haha, qiu said my face looked thinner lol XP duhhhhhh I didn't eat much these days T.T

Wrong timing

  Dad couldn't make it for a cocktail dinner organized by Maybank. Ended up I teman mom. Lol, it stated that guests must be 18 and above. So yeah, I dressed up in a mature way, after so many years lol =P This cocktail dinner invited a famous Korean chef named Edward Kwon. He was the one who prepared our dinner. I was super excited. Korean food <3

 

Meet Edward, the chef of the day =D

the emcee quite lengzai eheh :3

and here comes Edward Kwon! haha he was demoing some of the dishes.

my appetizer =) and this, was when the 'wrong timing' started.

I felt super dizzy and headache. I basically just swallowed the whole thing without feeling the presence of my taste buds wtf.

This was our 2nd dish. Okay, by this time, I was feeling super ill. I sipped one scoop, and the taste was not to my liking (probably because I wasn't feeling well). So yeah, I went to the washroom with ultimate headache and I almost vomited but nothing came out =/

When I was back, the 3rd dish...tadaaaaa. Lol, no appetite at all coz my stomach just kept on repelling every food I consumed. I told my mom, and... I went home. T.T

  Mom took all the remaining pics after I've left. Haha, the next morning when I felt much better, I hate myself so much. AHHHH, SUCH A WASTE! >,<

the main course

pre-dessert

dessert 

LOL WHY ONE YEAR 365 DAYS "PIAN PIAN" THAT DAY NOT FEELING WELL =.=

40000

  I just realized, it's more than 40000 already. Lol, break my record ahaha =P Hmm...keep it up? lol but I think next year will decrease or pause for a while. Haha. Now ah, wanna stop also can de provided if I have a reason to do so. But neh, I'm happy with that and I'm looking forward actually. XD

(this is not an understandable post, only for my entertainment :3 )

study study study

  Lol, SPM is less than 2 months. I should be extra hardworking but hell yeah I'm not. I eat/facebook/sleep/etc except study=.= Lifeless. Yeah I know. Everyone knows. Well, many people advised me to start studying lol. 1st in the list is my dearest dad. 2nd would automatically be my cute mom. The 3rd one is my friend.  Nowadays, my conversations with parents are majority about studies. Sometimes it really irritates me, but oh well, it's for my own good. 

  Pbsm, Badminton, and Pbc AGM over dy ._. I'm still feeling numb actually, the fact that I've already retired is just sooo unreal haha. Best wishes to all the juniors =) Haha, enjoy yeah ;) 

  I think I have to insaf now. lol it's now or never haha. Gonna ignore what others think about me for being anti-social and whatsoever. I don't give a damn to those who complain people the most and act like they are super noble. Pitiful. 

Jia you Casserene =)

  

  

最近的我

  最近，很多事情都到了尾声，是时候交棒了＝）这一年来，坦白说，我做的不是很多。知道了会员们的评语，才发现 “啊，原来我可以做得更好”。时间过了就不再回头，我可能会有点遗憾，但不后悔，因为我的中五生涯的确过的很充实。 当你处在那个时候，你想的，和你现在回想的一定有所差距。分析过去是为了更了解自己，该改善的地方，我会努力的。

  朋友之间，犹如淡水般。无味却清澈，没有轰轰烈烈但细水长流。很多事，看得出大家能忍则忍，无疑为了这份经营这么久的友谊。最后一年当中学生，我们要好好地一起癫＝P 就算吵了，也一定要和好＝）

   我一路来都没有向别人倾诉的习惯，有也是很罕见的。哈哈，我曾经有的倾诉对象，不再是倾诉对象了，取而代之的，是自己。这些，是自己的性格所造成，没有人错。巨蟹座，比较敏感，不容易相信别人等等。当你得到我的信任，我会很珍稀；反之，若这份信任被破坏，我很难再相信你。

  感情方面还是如此，平平静静的。我自己是很享受这样的日子，可能因为从来没有体会拍拖的滋味，还没感受到它吸引人之处。偶尔通过韩剧和小说来滋润自己，也蛮不错。哈哈，单身万岁！

保重

  哭了。＝）

  激励营完后，在外面随便吃杂饭,就去Bukit Jalil搭Mel的顺风车去机场。

  去的人，有我，Mel, Qiu, Wei Ming, Vinrea 和神。

  气氛一直保持在幽默又好笑的情况下（虽然我很累XP），我们不停地拍照，zat 他，好像平时一样。

  

  直到时间到了，Tim也该check in 的时候，气氛才开始宁静下来。

  ‘Bye bye’重复说了很多遍，他的笑容很灿烂（我有种想槌他的念头，哈哈）

  目送着他的背影从我的视线消失，我去机场的目的完成了。我们几个就这样靠着栏杆，发呆。

  Qiu 和我不约而同地对望，哈哈，这可能是这么多年来培养的默契吧。我们肩并肩，一句话也没说，安静的离开，让眼泪畅流。

  十年的友谊，不是说断就断的。

  Tim, 保重 ＝）

A Special Friend

  OI! Glad to know that you didn't forget me (how dare you? =P) Haha, I'm fine here, and I supposed you're the same =) Keep it up with whatever you're doing right, lol I shall fully support you for that =D Haha, you made my day =P Eh, be careful when you're txting next time, don't send it to the wrong person LOL, blurrr daooo. Wish you all the best in everything ;)

Book Fair

  Spent few hours at KLCC Convention Centre. Bought Inheritance wheeee :3 Not much discount though, the price is RM 49.90, arrd RM 30 difference with the original price. (the others 3 books in Eragon series all damn cheap weyh >.<)

  Haha, bought both chinese and english books, not as many as last year but the price is ermmmm, higher I think xp. Oh ya, bought ' The Lovely Bones' coz I think it'll be a nice one ( I was attracted by the cover too. XP) Lol, and when we all went back home and watch tv, I was like 'WTF' when I saw the next movie was gonna be The Lovely Bones. I stared at my book, AND the tv, lol mixed feelings-_____- Haha, I was in a dilemma whether to watch the movie or not, but oh well, it starts only at 11pm, too late (I'm gonna play whole day tmr) sooooo nvm la, forget it =)

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I wish our conversation could be a better one next time =D

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Tim's farewell outing tmr =)

  

Can't wait.

Anastasia

  Anastasia, watched it many years ago and it's one of my favourite. That time I was a little kid who only watched movie without knowing the title, the character's name, I just watched for the sake of watching lol kk im crapping... All I remembered was the music, the bad fella (now I know his name is RASPUTIN), the princess, the music box, the train and the picture of the royal family. Aghhh, I wanted to re watch it since ages ago. zzzz, but I forgot everything, there's no clue for me to find it, I only know how to hum the music, without lyrics -.-

  ANDDDD...yesterday I was searching some nice movie for my mom. ANDDDD...when I was pausing one by one to see the summary, I saw one familiar pic...ANDDDD...... OH YEAH I FOUND IT! XD THANK YOU PPS XD

Finally found it =D

Oh, I can never forget Rasputin, last time I always wondered how he dislocate all his body parts lol

The music box XD 

The ' Together in Paris necklace', key to open the music box

AND LASTLY...

THE SONG!!!!XD 

Once Upon A December =)

       

Dancing bears,
Painted wings,
Things I almost remember,
And a song someone sings
Once upon a December.

Someone holds me safe and warm.
Horses prance through a silver storm.
Figures dancing gracefully
Across my memory...

(Instrumental interlude)

Someone holds me safe and warm.
Horses prance through a silver storm.
Figures dancing gracefully
Across my memory...

Far away, long ago,
Glowing dim as an ember,
Things my heart
Used to know,
Things it yearns to remember...

And a song
Someone sings
Once upon a December

  

  

Holiday

  Finished my trials yesterday =) lol I couldn't feel that kind of 'hurray' feeling idky, maybe it's because I screwed up some papers haha =P Oh ya, thank you for asking me to study (although I was still lazy=P) but ada hati sudah cukup la =D

  Don't think I have much time to play during this holz >.< aiya nvm after SPM I have plenty of free time whee :3 

  Can't wait for our outing =) 

  

Ms Lee

上个星期六，我考了theory grade 8。当我问你今天有没有课时，我完全没有想到，上个星期竟然是你教我的最后一次。你打给我，跟我说：“你还想学什么哦？哈哈，学完了啦。除非你想再拿diploma。哎呀我觉得你专注在spm比较好，今天没课，以后也没有。”

我反应不过来，太惊讶了。毕竟，你从我三岁开始就教我弹琴，至今有整整十五年了吧。坦白说，我还不可以接受我们的师生生涯就此画上句点。十五年里，你看着我长大，我看着你结婚，变老，（哈哈哈，你还年轻啦）。从很明显的师生关系，到了现在，亦师亦友的感情。当中，免不了被挨骂，可是那也是一种过程。现在回想起来，那十五年，好短。我都还没来得及跟你道谢呢。

Ms Lee, 这些年来，真的很谢谢你，真的。=)

讨厌

怎么没和我商量，就自己帮我报名了四天的讲座呢？谁叫你先给订钱的呢？妈妈都告诉你了我那天会送机，你凭什么认为这个讲座比较重要？我的假期计划，全部都被打乱了，四天，早上八点到晚上七点。你知道这些都和我的补习撞个正着吗？要找个人换时间有多麻烦，而且我在其他天有别的安排。现在，我连想要去玩一整天的日子都没了。最讨厌的是，你全都知道。

那时候

看到她，想起那时候，我是多么努力的忍住不哭。指甲都陷进肉里了，牙齿咬着脸颊两旁，全身的神经紧绷到不行。我告诉我自己，打死我也不要在这群人类面前流泪。很庆幸的，我成功了＝）有可能因为这样，我的心代替了眼睛落泪的工作，滴出了深深的泪痕。

如今，只要我认为是对的，我不介意当你们眼中的坏人。反正心死了，没什么好伤心的。

～～～～～～～～～～

明天就是预考了, 今天受到几个人的祝福，大多数都不是中五的，有点意外。谢谢你们＝D

中五的朋友们，大家加油！

Big Bang Alive Tour Ticket 2012

LOL, I never thought that I'd be one of the fan girl out there, queued up for hours just to buy concert tickets of 5 humans. Yeah, blame Big Bang. XP

Reached Farenheit88 arrd 6.30a.m, so many fans there...lol scary._. some of them even stayed overnight since yesterday. MAI GOODNESS. Saw Kexin, QiMing and TauTeng and some other seniors =D I was considered as the 4th batch already, just imagine how crowded it was this morning >.<

Anyway, since I queued up together with my bro n sis, I managed to sneak out to go for bm tuition (8am-9.30am). Haha, after tuition, continued lining up :3 Le me geng chau eheh.

Few categories were sold out when I finally entered the 'ticket-counter line'. Bought the RM 288 one, free seating, 688,588 and 388 fin already T.T sad case lol. But anyway, 288 and 388 were almost the same, just that one's left and one's right, but 388 is fixed seating la. After hours of waiting, FINALLY GOT THE TICKET! WHEEEE XD The time was arrd 1.15 p.m... smth like that xp. Bought 6 tickets, gonna watch it with family and fong =D

='D

Happy Sweet 17th

  First of all, I would like to thank everyone for giving me such a beautiful memory. All of you made my 17th birthday a special one ;)

  Lol, I celebrated my birthday for like...3 days 2 night ._. A birthday carnival HAHA.  Lets talk about the surprise party=) lol, that day mom brought me to Tesco, she said she wanna buy stuffs. I didn't realize anything wrong bcoz she told me she was not feeling well and wanted to go back. *skip the next part* So, when I opened the curtain, I was stunned LOL seriously. I SAW MY FRIENDS AND THE WONDERFUL DECO AND THE BIG BDAY CAKE CARD AND THE FOOD... AHHH!!!! XD Qiu, thanks for calling them=D My mother kept saying she wanted a big celebration for my bday, she nailed it. Thank you mommy =')

  The next day (16/7/12),  my mom told me...my cake melted T.T That time I was in school and I went 'OMOOOOO'. Haha, I was kinda emo then cake problem pulak lol. Mom said she'll simply buy one coz no time ady, so yeah. =( At night I had birthday dinner with my friends lol. It turned out to be great ;D Haha, I was soooo lucky to have them and my family ofcoz. I was kinda surprised when I saw the birthday cake, althought the pattern was not the one that I had chosen, but the basketball pic and the captions were there. Haha, I was damn touched =') Thank you for coming, I hope you guys enjoyed yourselves. For those who were unable to come...sokay =)

  And finally it was 17th July XD. The day I celebrated with my family =) We went Atmosphere 360 at KL Tower  for dinner. I'd never been there before lol. We had buffet and the food were damn nice lol I ate a lot XP Oh, and guessed what? WE MET CIKGU NORMA AND HER HUSBAND XD Cikgu Norma and I have the same birthday, I knew that long time ago but I COULDN'T BELIEVE WE MET EACH OTHER AT KL TOWER ON OUR BIRTHDAYS LOL XD epic moment haha. The dinner was a pleasant one =)

  I am seventeen, officially =) Haha, my mother sacrificed the most for these wonderful celebrations. I promised, Im gonna start studying haha trials coming soon, SPM in a few months =P.The moment when you know you are loved,  it keeps you moving forward without any fear =D  I am blessed, thank you God.

  

Team CassPower/ Laksamana

=D Morning everyone! Haha, ooopsssyyy, I slept str8 after I came back fr kasturi, until now wtf ._. pig betul la. xp. Ytd was bball final. CassPower gt 2nd place XD! Yay! lol, Team "me" gt 1st, they seriously deserved it. Wei Sheng somehow reminded me of Rukawa x) haha, mvp SAB =) Haish, after finals, I couldn't go bball court that frequent anymore, next week koko starts again and we'll be damn busy :o I love seeing you guys play bball heheh, thanks for the wonderful memories ^^

Once a 5Maju-ians, always a 5 Maju-ians. :3 Name lists came out ady, THANK GOD I'M STILL IN 5M BEST CLASS EVER HAHA.XD Class reshuffle starts next week. For those who changed class, don't think too much, just go with the flow la 2 weeks ony ;)

Ish, Timmy ahhhhh, I'm gonna miss you weyh =( lol, congratz again, don't ever forget each and everyone of us here or you'll sure gonna get it fr whole bunch of us. Take that. =P For the sake of your future, you should go there :) haha, I wonder whether I'll cry anot on the day you leave Msia. We'll see.  Take care Timmy, don't be so blur you knowww, oh and don't let the ang mos take advantages on you! Keep in touch la =')

Arrd 5 hrs later, SAB 47th SPORTS DAY GONNA START WHOOHOOO! GO LAKSAMANA!!!!! XD I ambil flag warna-warni and do first aid jer. Didn't take part in any events, err gt la lompat jauh but lost dy, 4th haha XP. Can't wait to see our laksamana kawad and cheerleading. Haha, and our wonderful art work too ;P     

CassPower

  Sorry, for bringing bad luck to you guys. I feel guilty la now. The points for both games were so close, but still, somehow u guys lost. 

  Last year, I've never shouted or cheered for a team. Even if I did, I only whispered to myself and no one else could realize. You asked me not to be so quiet when everyone else has their own ideal team.  So this year,  I tried to cheer as loud as possible, to show them support, especially when the team name is CassPower.

  Yeah, I got lotsa '=.=' face for screaming too loud ahah paiseh. I guess, I should stop that.

 And...

  You guys should think of changing your team name =)

你们＝）

我对你们的事，可以说是睁一只眼，闭一只眼了。不对，应该说，我把自己当成瞎了。想到了你的立场，不跟我说的原因，反省一下自己的所作所为。所以我就算很想知道，最近，也都不闻不问了。现在，你还要我当哑巴？ 随你便。我到要看你是否要我全身残障才肯罢休。先提醒你，你再这样下去，会失去很多朋友。＝）

～～～～～～

你，别再伤心了好吗？＝）过了就算了，那种不甘心，让它快快过吧。每次看到你沉默，我们的心情也好不到哪里去。最后一年了，最后几个月了，开心地过吧。人生还有更多不如意的事呢，而且应该会随着年龄增长而更加严重吧。刚刚回来的时候，看到你，笑得很灿烂。Taemida =) 就算是装出来的，我也很欣慰了。谢啦 XD

PBSM CAMP 2012

  PBSM Camp, my last camp in SAB, thank you for those who participated, I had a great time =)

 To Ajks:

 sorry if I've done anything wrong. 

Shi Ern: Seungri-ssi...You did a great job, it's time for you to rest=) 

Fong: Jom pergi tengok ombak! XD I miss the beach la adui =(

Su Jane: Thanks for all the activities you've planned. Dum dum ji ji, tuki tuki tuki tuki =D

Baya: Eh, I dah bayar tau!!! haha, Kungfu pandaaaaaa ^^ I love that seriously XD

Yuen Zhan: -____- YOU.DID.LOTSA.EPIC.ACTIONS...and I enjoyed watching'em all XD

Vinrea: Haha, thank you for confirming my tag requests! xP I know I tagged alot hehe

Wei Ming: Thank you for helping us out! Oh, how's ur injuries? O.O

Abdan: The OBH thing, thank you yah, for all the props and the storylines =)

To members: 

Thank you for joining this camp, it was a pleasure to know you all!!! XD Hope you guys had fun! lol, do support PBSM and who knows, you might become one of the ajks in the future =) 

TEPUK TEPUK PBSM!!!

HOI!!!!!!! XD

Sukantara

  This was my last chance to participate in sukantara as a Laksamanian. My last year in SAB =) Thank god, I got full marks for all the acara. XD *bangga*  I managed to contribute 7 marks!!!  Lompat jauh 1st, followed by lari pecut and lontar peluru. Haha, lompat jauh dibatalkan during my 1st trial but luckily 2nd time okay dy. Lari pecut...errr.... had anaerobic respiration after that lol too long didn't run liao. Felt kinda dizzy but at least lontar peluru still boleh. Hmm, kinda satisfied with my performance but damn, my leg damn pain now T.T

  School days macam biasa je. Haha, had fun ki siao-ing with Fong these days, melepak, menggila, mengacau, dan menggossip. ^^ YAY, PBSM CAMP IS COMING!!!!XD (somehow I'm kinda worry xp) Hope everyone will have fun there and forget about all the problems and pressures they're facing =)  

Okayzzzzzzz, gonna chiao liao, bye!

School reopen

  2 weeks of holz. I wasted everyday like a boss, and yes i'm regretting. Lol. Tomorrow onwards, I cannot sleep like a pig,  watch k drama till late night, play like nobody's business...it's already June. Haha, time flies. Actually, I haven't fin all my tmc  =P Yay, PBSM camp is coming! Another chance for me to skip reality. Gonna have EA add math test tmr, SHIT. Trigo, i dislike you ish. 

 Haha thank you fong, her cover is really nice ;)

Cheating

  Oh great. Me, cheating? yea rite=.= i did the question wrongly, and ppl copied my ans. I handed in 1st, and we have the same ans . we got it wrong for the same ques...(duh,copied mine takkanlah diff rite). and yes, IT'S MY FAULT HA HA =) 

  Chemistry, my fav out of 3 science subjects. AND IM SO FUCKING HAPPY TO CHEAT XD 

  

I care most for my reputation. GOOD LA NOW. =D

lolz, i can blame no one, but myself =)

Big Bang Alive Tour

  Big Bang's concert, 27th October, ONE WEEK BEFORE SPM DAFUQ =.=, but sokay, IM GONNA GO THERE, LIKE A BOSS XD. 

Watched their latest MV- Monster yesterday. "I love you, baby I'm not a monster~" catchy chorus as usual =D This time, I think Daesung is the most yeng one (for the 1st time). Taeyang's hairstyle paling shocking =/ GD's mushroom head haha, cannot see his eyes liao (macam umbrella when he turned his head XP) but the red one yeng. Seungri and Top still the same. Hmm, maybe this is why I think Daesung not bad, bcoz he looks different compared to the normal Daesung, in a good way LOL. 

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  Celebrated Mel's belated birthday at La Risata, the surprise party wasn't a success one haha. Anyway, had lotsa fun chatting with mwah frens =D Oh ya, Amir, your driving skills, made me heart attack ._. haha tim and me sat behind, grabbed the front seats super tight, heads down, praying =P Qiu infront lah ofcoz, she not scared at all lol.

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  Hmm, recently I chat with you quite frequent hor? LOL, all lame stuffs I know -______- haha, it's a good thing also la, at least I can sense no sarcasm in our conversations. The feeling that you know someone is talking bad about you but you have to endure it, act like you don't know with a super fake smile for the sake of maintaining peace between both sides is simply terrible. You ahhh.... insults...errr, got la, in a respectful way though =) Im sick of being untrusted, tired actually. zzz, Y U NO LIKE GOSSIPS, kk fine good thing lai de.  Sooooo, thank you for err, chatting random stuffs with me?? lol =P

安邦女中联欢会&SAB IU DAY

  26 May 2012, 2 events a day lol. Met lotsa ppl, especially primary friends...XD

安邦女中联欢会

It was nice lar, their performances reminded me about those days when I was still in Lai Meng. The childish us =) How we battle using an eraser, how we 'neh neh li pu pu' at someone, how we compete who drink the water fastest, how we rush out from the class when the bell rings, how we miss each other after grafuation day, how we react when we heard Lai Meng is gonna pindah...haaaaah...sweet memories~

I feel so proud to be in 6H because we still have this annual gathering after so long. OH, and a facebook group which is still active as always... Friends forever XD

SAB IU DAY

I had to perform a song called 'Hanamizuki' that day together with Sue Sie. She played the violin part and I played the piano part.  Both of us were damn nervous at the backstage. Our performance was the 1st one, we kept praying the audience to come late or whatsoever lol. My hands macam ice liddat, luckily I managed to 'defrost' it using Sue Sie's warm hand haha. Anyway, things went quite smoothly.  Special thanks for those who cheered for us. Arigatou !

The JPOP VERY YENG! haha, good thing wai kit came back, he learned that in ONE DAY only  maiii goodness. O.O Oh, and fortunately we have these form 3 juniors to meneruskan semangat Kpop after the 'SPM' graduated. You guys did a great job!

The blur Hello Kitty was super cute haha. Meng Sim ah meng sim XP. 

The 4 of us wheeeeeee ^^

＊＊＊

我们这一班，forever alone 的剩不多了, 看到各自都有各自的生活。。。在此，祝大家幸福 <3

With You, Friends

Currently addicted to this. The original one and the piano cover both also nice. =D

Bye bye

That's all

Bye

Thank you

Like you

Love you

See you next time

Bye 

Miss you

=)

Exam days

I ate a lot these days, like seriously damn scary. Food is the only thing that can cheer me up =D I don't mind gaining weight actually, as long as I'm happy, appearance is nothing haha. I couldn't say I enjoy my school life when the exam is still going on. Teachers are all busy with Teacher's Day celebration and other majlis lately. NO teacher in class, whee XD Even if they entered they wouldn't teach also, so yeah, at least students have time to study after suffering in long assembly.

Im currently a big fan of Big Bang and 2ne1. They have this awesome charisma especially during live performances. Each of the members have their own specialities, they are the best when they are together <3 I heard Big Bang is coming to Malaysia, lol, I'm gonna watch their concert for sure. I've never been to any concerts before, hehe, I'm looking forward to it. =D

=)

PBC CAMP 2012

心里有很多想说的话，不过不知道该怎么写出来哈哈。

经过这次的camp，我认识了很多很棒的junior。我的校园生活几乎都在欢笑声度过。可以说，我们的营员是最棒，最干净的！

今年的生活营，我很喜欢，也很开心。营员们的一句好玩，或者一些不经意的动作，真的让我们很满足。这一次，我觉得大家变得更亲近了。从camp回来后，我整个人很blur，不懂自己在做什么。上课不专心，补习不懂老师在讲什么，满脑子都是camp,camp,camp.XP。那天我和冯坐在form 1 block走廊，我看到的不是multipurpose court，而是我们在campsite时的情景。惨了，最近我的幻想症超级严重。考试要到了，otoke~~~

看到营员们的“after camp” mood 还酱semangat，我除了开心，还是开心。回到学校的主要任务是派药给那些被虫虫攻击的人类，放心，我们也有中到，一起抓痒吧！XD 最近我回到家第一件事就是check营员们的post（ahaha,paiseh...stalker hehe)。。。 有你们的肯定，就足够了。谢谢你们喜欢今年的生活营，给了我们很多珍贵的feedback＝）

...

2012年华文学会《从新寻根》生活营最大的收获，是让我认识了你们。

来一个爱的very good吧！;)

人生

  很快的，明天就是生活营了，有点难以置信。 哈哈， 很期待！准备的过程当中，还算一帆风顺。偶尔意见分歧是难免的，最重要的是结论和结果都一致。至于它会不会影响感情，那就因人而异了。

  总觉得，世界上真的有很多种人，是不是因为这样生活才会过的更精彩？有些人的性格直率，从脸上就看得出他的心情。有些人则不把心情表达出来，很难猜出他在想什么。 我应该是后者吧。我目前为止没有很讨厌的人，也许不怎么有好感，但不会一看到就 表现出厌恶的神情。重点是，我认为不同的人有不同的性格。

  目前为止我都还算蛮幸运的，遇到的朋友都不错。我们的人生巴士有很多站，这只是其中一站而已。不过，我好像慢慢地知道谁是我生命的过客，谁不是。当我发现到他们并不能陪我走到最后时，没有难过，只有少少的遗憾。哎呀，这就是人生嘛，管他的。

  还没收拾东西呢，等下又要赶来赶去了。拜拜！

Titanic

I watched Titanic. =)

The impact after I fin watching Titanic was overwhelming. I couldn't stop thinking about it. The movie started at 11.30a.m. until 3 something. Quite long eh? haha, it's worth it, trust me. I watched the last part when I was young, in grandma's hse. This 3D Titanic was way better than that. The sound effect, the illusion...haaah <3 I could imagine myself in the movie though. xp The love story between Jack and Rose is a classic. Now and forever it would be. The way James Cameron tells story is extraordinary, well done director! My heart will go on=')

I wish they were together...='( If Jack survived.

Scent of A Woman

Finally fin watching 'Scent of A Woman' (it's a korean drama for your information). This drama is a little bit different from those dramas which only focused on love, very motivating, touching and meaningful. I'd actually learnt something from it...to treasure my time, not knowing what would happen to me and just appreciate my 'today'=)No wonder the main characters got top excellent award in SBS Drama Award 2011. Highly recommended.

I've been busy lately, with all kinds of stuffs. This is my last year in SAB, whether to enjoy it or not, it's all up to me. I wanna have good memories before I leave, so yeah, I guessed I've to create the good times myself. My last year already, I duwanna have any regrets after I graduate. I love my primary school, it's part of my life, same goes to SAB (I hope so, lol). Time flies, like seriously. Despite all the problems I face in school, I try to sort things out from different perspective and in a more positive way, To define a good/bad day is really subjective, it depends on how you see it. So, I've decide to treat everyday like there's no tomorrow.

Live happily=D

“I’ll just live for today. For this moment, this day. That’s enough. Without regrets.”

—	Scent of a Woman

Bad Day

Today, I was in a bad mood, thanks to some random guy. I was guilty at 1st when I heard that you have to be punished, but oh well, since your attitude didn't change at all, I assumed that all the worries were unnecessary. I hate rude people most, you are in my list, congratulations=)

After the incident, I became ermm, sort of sensitive today. And of course some other things happened and they worsen my mood. This day is ruined. If you knew SAB is unfair, why didn't you do something? Instead of accepting the fate and acted like nothing at all. The worst part was, you asked them to endure it? Haha, I forgot, you are not the victim. No wonder you take things so easily.

I got frustrated with tiny mini things today, so yeah, Im sorry if I offended anyone.

Hunger Games

Watched Hunger Games with Qiu and Shiern ytd, lol not bad. Im gonna buy the books during book fair(it's abit too expensive now. i rather wait xp) Katniss is super yeng!XD Hmm, I kinda hope Liam and Josh could switch their character. Katniss deserves a hotter guy!=3

These few days were...nth special. Hmm, maybe special but not in a good way lol me start crapping. I want holiday so badly. A REAL HOLIDAY! instead of giving us tons of homework and wished us 'happy holiday' or happy weekend' =.=

不公平

又一次证实了他们的不公平。 哈哈，我们很好欺负，对不？ 每次期望越大，失望越大。 为什么全世界的人都说我们是最好的时候，他们不同意？别人的错误越多， 分数越高。 他妈的， 这是什么天理？ 想要告诉大家他们有多愚蠢吗？ 哈哈， 恭喜， 他们很成功地做到了。

这是我的最后一年， 明年就靠你们新的一批了。 加油， 把这口气争回来， 让他们知道他们一直都在做错。

还有，别太难过了。。。大家振作=')

T.T

Woke up early in the morning to study Ah Wong's notes. Gonna have chem test ltr=/ lol, haven't pack a single stuff yet(the flight is tonight for your information). After EA gonna go pav str8 to celebrate bro's belated bday. Bought him some random anime, hope he likes it.

Ish i cannot go combine campppppppppp T.T Everyone is having fun now, jealous weyyyhh. Once in a life time ahhhhh. sob..sob... Eh u all must tel me all the stories in combine camp after i come back fr nz kay? IN DETAIL PLZ!

Gonna bring drama to nz, korean drama=) at least i have smth to keep me busy.xp sigh...combine camp arhh...you guys have fun ya!

T.T bye

EA

Had an awesome day in EA...WE MADE AH WONG CRY!!! HUGE SUCCESS WEYH ;)

Waited him for almost 1 and a half hours. 33 of us came=) Haha, we lined up at the staircase and apologized to him. He felt too 'gam dong' ady and then...ehem ehem, tears rolled down...hurray!XD (According to Mun Yue, we were the first to make him cry, heheh) We had a 'family discussion', heart to heart talk with 'daddy' during physics class. omg i love today haha.

Bought a cake for him, the cake wasn't fresh though== It just broke into half when ahwong was still cutting. super epic. lol, proved that our bond is really strong, very hard to be separated. XP

Seriously damn happy...=) I'm glad to join Sunday class, no regrets. Now I understand the team work concept he kept emphasizing on. I've made many friends there, gonna make more haha coz WE ARE ONE BIG FAMILY.

EA rocks!XD

人生

终于考完了。

这几天真的很累，精神上的疲惫，加上连夜通宵，整个样子惨不忍睹。不过算了吧，总有一天我会想念这一刻的。

有些东西，不要憋在心里。说出来，会好受一点。谢啦！人生太短暂，应该要开心的过。我们有选择的权利，因为要如何过自己的人生是由我们自己决定。撑得起，很重要。。。可是，放得下，更重要。一些事情是勉强不了的，算了吧。

活着真好＝）

哈哈，我要睡觉去了。XP

A thousand years

(Verse 1)
Heart beats fast
Colors and promises
How to be brave
How can I love when I'm afraid
To fall
But watching you stand alone
All of my doubt
Suddenly goes away somehow

One step closer

(Chorus)
I have died everyday
waiting for you
Darlin' don't be afraid
I have loved you for a
Thousand years
I'll love you for a
Thousand more

(Verse 2)
Time stands still
Beauty I know she is
I will be brave
I will not let anything
Take away
What's standing in front of me
Every breath,
Every hour has come to this

One step closer

(Chorus)
I have died everyday

Waiting for you
[ From: http://www.elyrics.net/read/c/christina-perri-lyrics/a-thousand-years-lyrics.html ]
Darlin' don't be afraid
I have loved you for a
Thousand years
I'll love you for a
Thousand more

And all along I believed
I would find you
Time has brought
Your heart to me
I have loved you for a
Thousand years
I'll love you for a
Thousand more

One step closer
One step closer

(Chorus)
I have died everyday
Waiting for you
Darlin' don't be afraid,
I have loved you for a
Thousand years
I'll love you for a
Thousand more

And all along I believed
I would find you
Time has brought
Your heart to me
I have loved you for a
Thousand years
I'll love you for a
Thousand more

problems

Nowadays I see problems everywhere@@ they're not towards me directly, but they're all around me== haish. Im gonna have intervensi starting from coming monday-saturday. guess what? i haven't study..as usual. xp I tried reading sejarah, but ended up sleeping after TWO SHORT paragraphs.T.T wookayz im dead.

Oh, I kinda like D.E.A.R program( drop everything and read!)XD. It's been a while since i read a book. The hall was super quiet that day, plus the air con...haah, a perfect place to read (or sleep)xp.

I WANNA GO COMBINE CAMPPPPP!!!!! ish ish, i think after this year no more camps dy( stupid frog), combine camp lagi no hope. sigh. Dear frog also wants every student to stay back after school for co-curiculum and the worst part is.............SHE BANNED US FROM GOING OUT!NOT EVEN PETRONAS! zzz, we're not prisoners la. if your reason is u wanna ensure our safety, might as well SMKAB change to SRKAB. c'mon, school is way more dangerous you know, with all the ghost and stuffs. Please Don't force us to buy canteen food they tasted like heaven my god. They're too noble for me to eat them==Y NO PETRONAS T.T

I love PJ class. we're learning basketball heheh <3. Had many failed lay ups but at least I tried. Sometimes shooting the ball is all about luck. Physics theory is NOT applied in basketball court. When the ball's supposed to enter, it bounced away,as if the most natural thing ever==

Problems are meant to be solved. I believe in us=)