傻婆

傻婆，哈哈，我们认识几年了？从二年级开始，明年就第十年了（怎么感觉好老喔。XP) 小学时有点糊涂，中学时。。。＝.＝'' 。。。算了。总觉得最近几年你的囧事特别多，甚至达到了“动作不惊人死不休”的境界。哈哈，俺实话实说罢了。生日快乐哦。有没有感动到？人家一下飞机回到家就给你写这个了耶，感动一下下嘛～～

这张我是觉得蛮有趣的。

哎，我要睡觉了，要不然中午的生日会我因为没睡饱而像个熊猫似的就惨了。

黄韵“球”，生日快乐！XD

祝你一帆风顺;)

Morning Everyone.

It's 3.30 a.m. and I'm still awake.XD. lol, i slept from 9++p.m. to arrd 12a.m. after I had panadol, headache=/ Did some Add maths tuition work till 3a.m. (yeah last min again i know i know.xp) Haven't fin yet, shall continue this morning. Haha.

Class party at KLCC later=) and an outing with my besties at Leisure Mall after that. Whee. This is gonna be fun. I wonder what to wear...hmm...nvm, mom will decide for me. XP. Life is kinda relax these days, especially life without EA (no offense!) for......a week. Mr. Wong is a bit too hardworking i guess. haha.

I wanna watch Breaking Dawn but I didn't watch New Moon, missed it. Anyway, I'm not a major fan of it, so it's okay=P

I'm going to China(again) on 3 Dec with family and relatives. A trip for grandma at Shen Zhen =) We wanna make her happy.

Just being random(because I find it interesting^^haha, it had lotsa meanings, depends on how you look at it)>>>Bullshit is

1) noun. Stuff that is made up for the purpose of placating someone, or passing an exam, or getting elected to office. Most often false or ridiculous.
2) verb. To generate bullshit.
3) interjection. Accusing someone of bullshitting.
4) adjective. Identifying or suspecting something as bullshit.

*Yawn* sleepy again. morning everyone. zzZ

Yamaha =)

2 more days to go...haha, im gonna fail again this time. lol, 24/11/11(thurs), 4.55p.m.>>>my yamaha grade 5 practical. =') i failed it THRICE. here comes the 4th. I just don't get it why I passed my diploma but not THIS. I can start teaching if I passed it. haha. Don't wanna practice anymore, everything seemed so pointless now. I wonder why yamaha's standard is even higher than ABRSM and LCM. sigh, I'm prepared for another certificate with a big big 'FAILED' written on it. =)

那些年，我们一起追的女孩

刚刚在Viva看《那些年， 我们一起追的女孩》。。。出乎我的预料，真的很好

看。 到最后我都快要哭出来了（哈哈，神也一样）！九把刀很厉害，我这么讨

厌悲剧的人，也会想再看一场。可能因为他的真实，让观众有深深的感触。 不

管是经历过，还是经历着，甜蜜或酸涩的，这部戏绝对勾起“那些年”的回忆。

哈哈，好久没看过这么好看的戏了，值得啊～

顺便一提，男女主角都很不错，算是为电影加分XD

Exam.Exam.Exam.

Yesterday's paper was damn HARD. I screwed my bloody hell HISTORY and CHINESE. Chinese was the hardest, I spent most of the time just to understand the passage. Grrrrrr. Thank god Shiern stayed over at my house, or else I would be sleeping whole day like a pig until the next morning without touching any history books. Hehe, both of us were kinda stressed up, but we'd tried our best.=)I wonder how if I didn't study at all...ugh scarryyy.

I'm gonna start studying tomorrow. =/ haiz, PHYSICS AHHHH!!!! I don't understand at all!!! T.T otoke~~~~ Looking forward to the last day of exam, wheeee, I wanna playyyyyyy ^^k la I have nothing to say anymore,byeeeee!!!

Once a Sabian, Always a Sabian

Yesterday was Mr.Tan's last day in SAB. T.T His farewell event was very grand...and sad. Mr Muru was standing on the stage, singing with all the other discipline teachers, when one of the teacher passed him the mic, he shook his head and walked away. We were shocked at first, but when we saw him wiping his tears, everything was crystal clear. He is always serious and stern, except for that day, he cried, for his best partner all these years. =') Take care Mr Tan. Stay healthy and happy=)

So...this morning was graduation day. I wasn't there because I don't have to duty. Wish all the Form 5s and Form 6s ALL THE BEST IN THEIR LIFE. I am gonna miss the seniors, especially S.P.M LOL, hope to see their wonderful performance in the future. Next year, we will be the one saying bye bye to each other, but still come to school after graduation day until the last day of SPM.==

=) Once A Sabian, Always A Sabian.

Congrats XD

Congrats to ***, LOL, best wishes yea. Seriously, I was like " OMG, SO FAST???" when i heard it, haha, u saw my reactions xp. Sorry but I couldn't think of anything else. Haha, it was so hard for us, YOU and ME, to accept the fact, right? Haha, now I'm ok already, good to know that things are going well.

That day dear WYQ went WESTLIFE CONCERT.==She recorded it and 'menjealouskan' saya after BM tuition. OMG Shane's voice was perfect weyh~!!awwwww, wish I was there, sure cry haha.... love you shane<3 Mark was also super good, especially when he sang 'only girl' by rihanna. damn high pitch, soprano freak. XD. Oh ya, I didn't know that Cecelia Ahern's older sister, Georgina Ahern is married to Nicky Byrne!!! What a surprised!

Wookayz, had dinner with aunty and some friends ytd(lol, k I promised not to tell, close topic xp). P.S: I enjoyed it a lot, thanks again^^

Exam is coming, PC Competition is coming, Hari Keusahawanan is coming, Mr. Tan's farewell is coming......lol, too bz hehe, kk bye!

It's Friday, Friday....

Whee, I'm in Johor now!!! lol, balik kampung to visit my grandma. Had my dinner at Star Coffee House(a typical chinese cuisine)...the food was AWESOME! lol, skipped Armstrong's class today haha sho happy. One Friday without Armstrong! heheh, I dumped you guys, sry ah xp.

The Beijing trip is confirmed, 9/11-14/9 . Teacher briefed us today, oh gosh, I'm anticipating it now.XD I wonder how crazy me n qiu would be...hmmmm.

Haha, met 1 cheerful form 6 girl today, lol, she asked me to find 'gratitude dance' on youtube. She danced it everyday after she woke up and she recommended me to do so, it took only 2 mins LOL. According to what she said, she felt happy after she danced. Haha, at 1st I thought she is someone quiet, but i guessed i'm wrong.xp

P.S im not going to post all the unhappy things today. stay happy everyone =)

Lifeless

And again, I'm gonna write this in point form. Sry dear readers, but I'm too lazy to compose any sentence. XP. blame my piggish gene haha. OK, here it goes:

• Wheeeeee, im going to KEM BERSEPADU whahahaahaha, haven't pack my bag yet omg sure do it last minute.
• Exam is LESS THAN A MONTH weyh!!! gonna study now.....but.....sleep 1st heheh.
• Erm, I'll try not to hutang homework, no promise ya!
• Lol, have lotsa books to read, neh, no mood now, ltr! XD
• DURIAN CHEESECAKE!!!! how lovely <3
• =.= my room is MESSY!!! i wonder why.....lol
• haha, i want a memory card for PS2 T.T couldn't save the game zzz what's the point of playing if i've to start it over again==

woookieee, done with my lifeless + random post, see ya!

假期，过了。

这一个星期，很像一天的事情。

28／8 （星期日）

我，陈老师，老妹－－这个有点奇怪的组合一起去书展。

从10点早上逛到下午三点。哇哈哈哈，五个小时叻！！！geng!

遇到蛮多人的：何老师一家，方老师和安琪,还有。。。 TIMOTHY HO一家!!!!

买了很多。>RM100 嘿嘿。典型的只买书不看书型（有看了一两本啦，没那么糟）

这天，我充满了文学气息。XD

29／9 (星期一）

SBS ONE DAY CAMP!!!!

哈哈，还算不错。我的组是。。。。人仰马翻。口号挺不赖的：

“人仰马翻！BOMBARD THE WHOLE AREA!

U DIE, U DIE, STIL U DIE!!!

我的字典里没有放弃 因为已锁定你～～” XD XD XD

我们。。。得了第二名！！！黄韵qiu 小姐的溜之大吉得第一，恭喜恭喜！

30／8 （星期二）

这天，二十四小时都围绕着。。。吃！马来人过年。。。一直吃吃吃吃。。。别提了＝＝

skip 几天。。。

OK，星期五回johor, 今天七点多出发，10点半到我的home sweet home~~~ =)

明天。。。真是四味交杂啊。。。我们的食堂，又很难买食物了。=/

假期，过了。开学，来了。

A choice

Wheeee XD so many ppl emo these days, hmm, i should be one of them.xp. ok, here's my emo post:

Haha, yeah that was my choice all the time...maybe? I was the one who asked you to do this, I was the one who stopped everything. But, when you finally told me, I felt...sad?angry? nah, just disappointed.=') I thought you understand,haha. One thing for sure: I wasn't happy after knowing it. Haha, I trusted you...you didn't betray me, but I was confident that you wouldn't change your mind...well, I was wrong. Thank you,for proving it so fast. Painful yet relieved??I don't know^^

En,I was the one who preferred it this way, I couldn't blame anyone but myself. =)

sorry...

thank you... and...

good bye=')

Q/A

In life we face challenges, and sometimes the situation will put you into dilemma. We are facing all sorts of problems, and we can either solve it, or leave it. Hmmm, I am 16. A teenager. Lazy. Addicted to Facebook.

Ok, I shall continue this post with the same style as the previous ones.....POINT FORM. LOL

*dear readers, you're gonna be extremely clueless after you read this, t.r.u.s.t m.e.^^(basically SS-ing all the way)*

• Yes or no? nonononononononononononono NOPE!
• Am I disappointed? LOL, what do you think?
• Can I help you? Tsk tsk tsk, sho useless.
• You don't care? haha, of course i do.
• Any regrets? Yeah a bit.
• When is your trip? OCTOBER!!! YEAH MAN!!XD
• That place again? Neh, different state, I hope things won't repeat anymore.
• Are you nervous? Hmm, I have faith in them, and I am not a despo. xp
• Did you receive it? Seriously, I want you to understand this.
• Are you tired? Neh, if you're not too over, go ahead.

wheee!!! PBSM CAMP!!!!

Gosh this was the best camp after so many years since std 5 in Eagle Ranch Resort. LOL the instructors ARE FUNNY!!=) hahaha, first day we did some outdoor activities aka obstacle course, injured my hand at one of the station. ish, i couldn't jump over a wall, i pressed so hard but still.......EPIC FAILED! T.T

lol, I was in the 'M' group which was the last group, coz P,B,S,M lol. haha, and......WE ARE THE BEST GROUP WHEEEEEE!!!!!! Our group names--- P: Pikachu B: Big Bang(BB) S: Syok Sendiri(SS) M: M&M.

Haha, everyday was fun over there. P.S, the AJKs can be really scary when they make-up....spoookyyy.=S LOL, thank you very much for all the birthday wishes haha. Not to forget the instructors, THANKS FOR THROWING ME INTO THE POND THRICE! =)

LOVE THIS CAMP XD

That day

haha, xian zai xiang qi lai wo jue de zi ji hen cuo. Na tian ni men jiang de ye hen dui. Wo kan dao ni men shi, shao le na fen re qing. shi ma? wo zi ji ye bu zhi dao. haha. wo yin wei na tian de shi gan dao di luo. dui bu qi. bu guo wo zi ji ye yuan liang bu liao zi ji. bu dong wo wei shen me jiu shi he ni men he bu lai. dui, shi wo ge ren de wen ti. ni men hao xiang hen tao yan wo le, dui wo shi wang le, da die yan jing le. haha, na xian zai wo neng zen me zuo? you shui neng jiao jiao wo? xing xiang yi jing hui le, ying gai shi ji hui miao mang le ba. wo kan qi ta ren chu lai dou hen kai xin de, shi zho you wo ma? bu dong, wo xian zai zhen de hen fan. wo men hao xiang yue lai yue bu shuang bi ci. wo dui bu shu de ren mei you jiang re qing, zhe shi shi shi. haiiiii, zen me ban, zong jue de jing nian hao xiang bu shi hen kai xin a. na jian shi shi wo de cuo, wo cheng ren, yuan liang wo hao ma. zha dao xian zai wo zhi gan gen ta jiang, wei shen me wo bu gan gen ni men jiang? wo xi wang ling yi chang mian shi hui hao yi dian. you dian shang xin, wo zui pa shi wang le. yi lu lai wo de ren yuan dou ren bu cuo de, jiu shi wei le na jian shi. haiii, hou hui a. wo xian zai zui da de wen ti shi bu dong yao ru he mian dui ni men. ni men you zhe yang bu shuang wo ma? wo bu zhi dao ru he hua jie bi ci de gan ga. wo you bu xiang dang mian xiang ni men dao qian. zhen fan...

Speak Out

Haha, I like to write everything in point form nowadays...yeah, I'm lazy=/ but what to do? My zodiac is PIG! OINK OINK!! =8)

• Hey, u're getting more and more emo, please don't be like that coz IM WORRIED you know. haha, but the problem is u don't want to share with me, how am I suppose to help you LOL.
• Eh, Thank you for your consideration(even if I was the one who asked for it)HAHA. I'm glad that you accepted my opinion.Oh, and I TRUST YOU, maybe not 100% but 99% =)
• =.= Am I scary lol, YESH I KNOW I AM. haha, but I warned you already u pandai pandai want to try my limits, padan muka. Anyway, good to know that my 'cute' reactions can cure people.AHAHA XD
• Yo, Get well soon...I know u're damn pissed, but chill, kay? I wanna see your smile with 2 deep dimples lol sounds so wrong.

=) Heehee, I didn't sebut anyone's name ahaha. I'll use this kinda style for the next few posts...i think. XP . BLUEK.

多姿多彩的一天

今天，整体上是非常不错的。怎么说呢，就是很充实又不会太累吧。XP

上课上到一半，隔壁班有人晕倒。这时。。。红新月会派上用场啦！！！啊哈哈哈，我和冯还有帮忙escort叻，真爽。在诊所也遇到了那天给ceramah的消防员，幸会幸会。回到学校不久后就下课了，嘿嘿｀。

过后我班的女生又被俯身，我们很像没有事情酱，照上化学课。（总觉得有点无情啊）哦，对！我赶完羽毛球会名单了！！！谢谢fong和qiu！！！

放学后我留在班，做功课顺便看篮球，哈哈，一举两得。加上环境不错，又有Farah和Aiman‘陪’我到四点，不错不错。

很困了，拜拜

Thank You

1) Haha, thanks for spending your 'precious' time to chat with me. I'll make sure that I bring my hp every time and everywhere. (if I remember,lol)

2) Thanks for cheering me up whenever I'm down, making me smile during normal circumstances.

3) I appreciate it when you show your sincerity, even just a little bit.

4) Nobody is perfect, neither you nor I, but we learn from our mistakes and become a better person.

5) Thanks for sharing your joy, sadness and sometimes, secret.=)

Crapping

• She is worst than giant, but bullying her is fun.^^
• Omg, so fast!? T.T haiz u big girl already...
• Get well soon.=)
• Ugh, piano exam.......NOOOOO!!!
• Aww, glad to hear both of u r together again~~
• Thank you for listening, xp.
• You understand me quite well, don't you?=)
• I hope you enjoy your life over there. Cheer up.
• Are you that free to sms us?
• Hmph, this holiday is NOT a holiday. ><
• So many books to read!!! story books ofcoz!
• Please, give me a break!
• Learn from your(my) mistakes.T.T

篮球。羽球。

最近，对篮球的热情好像又复活了。应该说，这份热情不曾消退，只不过，被时间埋了起来。

要怪就怪篮球队员，他们练习的次数好像增加了。因为比赛的关系，他们上着课时也能逃出来打篮球。刚巧，我目前的班正对着篮球场，看着他们练习，思绪也会随球蹦走。哈哈。我喜欢看他们胜利前的semangat,胜利时的呐喊，和胜利后的认真。这样的场景让我想起了《灌篮高手》。啊，我的流川 枫！

我喜欢篮球，但不会打篮球，只能眺望篮球场，看你们打篮球。今年败了，明年再来！

。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。

羽球，算是我众多球类中最擅长的一个。我一定喜欢哪！下个星期比赛了，有点紧张，可是又不怎么紧张。（我到底在说什么啊？）我已经做好最坏的打算，若真的输了，难过会有一点点，但肯定将被志气代替！就像我之前说的，今年败了，明年再来！我不把这次的比赛看得像上次这样重，免得伤神又伤心。马丝恩，我们是为明年而战！

要输，就输得精彩！

2012

Now only I realise that Im a coward. Everytime I heard someone mentioned abt the end of the world, I'll have nightmares. Not that Im afraid of death(actually, I am),but Im afraid of the way I die. Maybe I watch too many movies, I just can't get rid of those fearful scenes. For the whole day, I'll be imagining myself in that situation and figure out what will happen to me at last. Th results are usually negative, which makes me moody and down. I know, I mustn't give up hope no matter what, and dont be panic, think hard to rescue myself. Yes, my mom always reminds me about this. The problem is, am I strong enough in both mental and physical? Can I stand the pain? These are all unknowns.

I DON'T WANT TO DIE!!! I have so many things that I wanted to do. I am still young, I have my ambition! Please, give me a chance to live. I know all living things are born to die. I dont have superpowers and Im not a vampire. I AM A TINY, MORTAL AND FRAGILE HUMAN BEING.
In the end death will still approach me but Im not prepared, yet. I want to die in peace, not full of regrets. When the time comes, I will accept it with open arms but not NOW.

I cant predict what will happen in the future, I might be a victim someday, who knows? I hope I can spend my life with lots of memorable and happy events. I want nothing to bother me untl the day I close my eyes forever.

Anticipation

A little bit dizzy after I had my 'snack meal'. My hands were weak, I tried to hit the walls hard, but it turn out to be bleeding. xp. yeah, what a stupid act.
When I reached home, I slept for an hour, woke up to bathe and continue sleeping till 8pm. yes, im a pig, i know. My head was kind of heavy, ishh, fever.
Ok, straight to the point. Tmr i'll have dental check up, and I dont rmb what time. The thing is, the YEs have a mini gathering tmr because 2 of the Japanese staffs came here fews days ago!!! I wanted to meet them so badly, haha, I miss them very very very much. It's at Mid Valley, 10.30 am- 3pm. I thought I probably cannot go bcause my parents are busy, luckily my dad agreed since the gathering itself has unsur 'Lions Club' in it. haha. Im damn excited now, although i can't stay very long.
Hmm,what shall I wear tmr?

Disappointed

*Sighs*...why must I burn midnight oil every single day? 10/2/11 = A TIRING DAY. Im lazy to type the whole story out but I guess everyone knows what I mean.

Eh to, gomenasai neh, can't go to ur hse. Maybe next time or perhaps years later since you said this is the 1st and the last time. Nothing happen, I just want to accompany my grandma. She'll go back on Sat so I think I should appreciate this short period with her. Haiz, Im kinda disappointed too... but after thinking abt my parents schedule and the transport problem, I decided not to go. We finish BC class at 3pm. If I go to ur hse, I need to be at Q's hse b4 7pm which means I have to start preparing at 6pm something. Afterwards I come back home arrd 8-10pm and it's bedtime. The next day grandma will leave in the morning or maybe afternoon. So the time I can spend wif her is fr 3pm-6pm = 3 hours only in a day. I still have so many years to spend with all of you but only a few years to be with the old ones (choi! choi!).
Well, enjoy yourself and dont miss me too much. Have fun there!

Im coming home

I will be back on the 8th!!! Well, it's hard to describe my feelings now, complicated. I should be happy because im going back soon after so many days in Japan...But somehow, I have a feeling that I'll miss this place ALOT ALOT ALOT!

Looking forward to my brand new school life, 4 Kamil. Oh, I need to finish the homework 1st...sigh. There are so many things that I need to complete as soon as possible, wondering how am I suppose to manage my time. Ugh, burn midnight oil again huh? Cass...Cass...

Btw, Bye Arashi! I won't be able to watch your show in Malaysia, Sayounara! Anyway, I have your DVD! lolz... hmph, EDAGAWA MITSUYO a.k.a mama, I WILL ALWAYS REMEMBER HOW YOU INFLUENCED ME TO BECOME ARASHI'S FAN!!!!
1. You have so many posters of Ohno Satoshi in the dining room! (bathroom as well)
2. You only listen to Arashi's song in the car! (116 songs, all Arashi...)
3. You have Ohno's sticker on your hp!
4. You watch Arashi's show EVERYDAY! ( you even record previous episodes...)
5. You have damn many CDs and DVDs of Arashi! ( The concerts, albums, dramas...etc)
6. You told me so many stories about ARASHI!!!

Everyday arashi arashi arashi arashi arashi.....I guess whoever lives with you will like/love Arashi within a week, how scary...

Geez, found my 1st idol in ... JAPAN!!! That's just UNBELIEVABLE! T.T

HAHA.Thanks to both Edagawa and Hori family for taking good care of me. Well done! I seriously enjoy my stay here. Arigatou Gozaimas!