阿公，加油！！

前几天，我回去马六甲探望病危的阿公。看到他时，我吓了一大跳。。。他躺在病床上，手脚几乎动不了。阿公已有七十多岁了，他在二十几个内外孙里，最疼的就是我。。。为了让阿嫲有地方睡，阿公从ICU被换到了普通病房。原本胖得像个孕妇的阿公，现在就快要变成皮包骨了。阿公可以说是病集一身。。。他有糖尿病，还有他一星期必须洗肾三次，现在又肺进水，痰深到连用仪器都取不完。他一个月前才跌了一次，没想到刚康复又跌第二次。。。就成这个样子了。。。唉，我阿公的舌头越来越短，导致他说话连我们都听不懂，只有隐隐约约的呜呜啊啊声。别人看了我阿公都说，舌头越来越短和耳垂变成一粒珠子般都是寿命已尽的前兆。。。我听了后很害怕，我从没想过阿公会离开我。但是，阿公的听力却非常的好，连我们窃窃私语他也听得到，千万别是回光反照才好啊。。。他的眼珠吊上去了，应该是看不到了吧。他只可以用毫无力气的手来传达想要对我们说的话。当我几年前跟阿公说我要当医生时，阿公非常支持，而且还很开心地到处和别人宣传。。。直到现在，我说我一定要当医生，把阿公的病治好，所以他必须等我。。阿公听了后，微微点了点头，嘴角稍微翘一翘，双手艰难地比出了两个“好”字。我的姑姑和叔叔们经常讲以前的故事给阿公听，虽然没办法笑，但大家都看得出阿公的肚子在抖动。我觉得很可悲，为什么当一个人好的时候，没人会去探望他，说什么非常忙。。。可是当一个人病了，尤其是快要什么什么的时候，每个人都可以放下手头上的工作，飞着回去呢？我从来没有这么的害怕死亡，我非常非常，由衷的希望阿公可以过这一关。就算他要什么什么的时候，也但愿阿公可以毫无眷恋，快乐地离开。。。

假期的生活

久违了!朋友们!假期啊...我正学怎么缝织衣服呢,是粉红色的!妈咪昨天找到她一生中最喜欢的漫画~~小甜甜...不瞒你说,我每看一集,眼泪就流得厉害!我太佩服作者了...竟然可以把那种细腻的情感表答出来,也难怪妈妈会喜欢!但是,我最讨厌的就是悲伤的故事了...因为我一读,手就放不下来,我的心情也会因为它的悲惨程度而哭,甚至影响我一整个星期或整个月的心情...再加上,我最忘不了的就是悲剧...所以我每次书或电影时,一定会问别人是悲剧还是喜剧...小甜甜,你也太悲了吧?白甜甜,你怎么还可以勇敢地面对这些事啊!孤儿...虐待...朋友...背叛...死亡...情人...离去...孤独...战争...欺负...诽谤...流浪还有很多很多...我还在哭个不停,我现在太伤心了,从昨天到现在...你们可以想象一个人的眼泪像瀑布一样喷出来!呜哇!!!!!!

我回来啦!

好久不见...这次改成华文的版本.我要考试了,讨厌!偏偏要拖到放假前一个星期才考完.最近我很闷啊...又不可以打羽球...我决定了!考完试后要买一大堆书(当然不是课内的)...我要去学回我爱死的舞蹈,我还要去学织毛衣,我也要找个教练教我羽球,我要学回游泳......太多了!但愿全部能实现!

PBC Camp

hah! juz came back from hulu langat..IT'S SOOOO FUN!.....although its quite tired. The 1st day, when we reached there,we built our tent(my 1st time!) ...then, i went to the toilet..its kind of 'scary', guess what?i ran out from the toilet when i saw~~~a lizard..=.='''..hey,pls don laugh at me,i realy scared of that..my fav place there.......THE WATERFALL! wah....we started our jungle tracking on 8.45 a.m. n came back at 12.00p.m. very tiring to go to the fountain....BUT....worth it! I like m group very much coz they all take care of me(me n tim r d fm1 in d group,but lady's first mah)..besides that,we gt a responsibility group leader...oh ya!i acted as cinderella's 'kind' fairygodmother in a drama competition..they're some changed in the story....cinderella is 'geli' enough..n me, the fairygodmother is kind of ticky..well,i love my magic wand(actually its juz a stick)...its part of my memory...i noe lots of frenz d..hahahaha

hi

Yay! Today I got my brand new Weinbach piano !!!!! I'm sooo happy n exited in school(abt to crazy d)...because of that,my mum tricked me...lol...she say d lorry rosak in the rain.oh ya!im going for a camping this friday!!!YIPEEE,can't wait...one more thing, today 'bak zham gai' was soooooo irritating(actually everyday like this)... i can tell u that his mouth NON-STOP! is this a kind of 'superpower' or what...haiz,now my hand full of charcoal smell..eee... coz today pbsm gt cooking competition. Unfortunately,im the one who jaga the fire..urghhh...my eyes...soooo pain...i look like crying,tears came out from my eyes..d asap sooo damn 'nice smell'....i tink tis special perfume can last for 24 hours..mmmm..