那时候

看到她，想起那时候，我是多么努力的忍住不哭。指甲都陷进肉里了，牙齿咬着脸颊两旁，全身的神经紧绷到不行。我告诉我自己，打死我也不要在这群人类面前流泪。很庆幸的，我成功了＝）有可能因为这样，我的心代替了眼睛落泪的工作，滴出了深深的泪痕。

如今，只要我认为是对的，我不介意当你们眼中的坏人。反正心死了，没什么好伤心的。

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明天就是预考了, 今天受到几个人的祝福，大多数都不是中五的，有点意外。谢谢你们＝D

中五的朋友们，大家加油！

Big Bang Alive Tour Ticket 2012

LOL, I never thought that I'd be one of the fan girl out there, queued up for hours just to buy concert tickets of 5 humans. Yeah, blame Big Bang. XP

Reached Farenheit88 arrd 6.30a.m, so many fans there...lol scary._. some of them even stayed overnight since yesterday. MAI GOODNESS. Saw Kexin, QiMing and TauTeng and some other seniors =D I was considered as the 4th batch already, just imagine how crowded it was this morning >.<

Anyway, since I queued up together with my bro n sis, I managed to sneak out to go for bm tuition (8am-9.30am). Haha, after tuition, continued lining up :3 Le me geng chau eheh.

Few categories were sold out when I finally entered the 'ticket-counter line'. Bought the RM 288 one, free seating, 688,588 and 388 fin already T.T sad case lol. But anyway, 288 and 388 were almost the same, just that one's left and one's right, but 388 is fixed seating la. After hours of waiting, FINALLY GOT THE TICKET! WHEEEE XD The time was arrd 1.15 p.m... smth like that xp. Bought 6 tickets, gonna watch it with family and fong =D

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Happy Sweet 17th

  First of all, I would like to thank everyone for giving me such a beautiful memory. All of you made my 17th birthday a special one ;)

  Lol, I celebrated my birthday for like...3 days 2 night ._. A birthday carnival HAHA.  Lets talk about the surprise party=) lol, that day mom brought me to Tesco, she said she wanna buy stuffs. I didn't realize anything wrong bcoz she told me she was not feeling well and wanted to go back. *skip the next part* So, when I opened the curtain, I was stunned LOL seriously. I SAW MY FRIENDS AND THE WONDERFUL DECO AND THE BIG BDAY CAKE CARD AND THE FOOD... AHHH!!!! XD Qiu, thanks for calling them=D My mother kept saying she wanted a big celebration for my bday, she nailed it. Thank you mommy =')

  The next day (16/7/12),  my mom told me...my cake melted T.T That time I was in school and I went 'OMOOOOO'. Haha, I was kinda emo then cake problem pulak lol. Mom said she'll simply buy one coz no time ady, so yeah. =( At night I had birthday dinner with my friends lol. It turned out to be great ;D Haha, I was soooo lucky to have them and my family ofcoz. I was kinda surprised when I saw the birthday cake, althought the pattern was not the one that I had chosen, but the basketball pic and the captions were there. Haha, I was damn touched =') Thank you for coming, I hope you guys enjoyed yourselves. For those who were unable to come...sokay =)

  And finally it was 17th July XD. The day I celebrated with my family =) We went Atmosphere 360 at KL Tower  for dinner. I'd never been there before lol. We had buffet and the food were damn nice lol I ate a lot XP Oh, and guessed what? WE MET CIKGU NORMA AND HER HUSBAND XD Cikgu Norma and I have the same birthday, I knew that long time ago but I COULDN'T BELIEVE WE MET EACH OTHER AT KL TOWER ON OUR BIRTHDAYS LOL XD epic moment haha. The dinner was a pleasant one =)

  I am seventeen, officially =) Haha, my mother sacrificed the most for these wonderful celebrations. I promised, Im gonna start studying haha trials coming soon, SPM in a few months =P.The moment when you know you are loved,  it keeps you moving forward without any fear =D  I am blessed, thank you God.

  

Team CassPower/ Laksamana

=D Morning everyone! Haha, ooopsssyyy, I slept str8 after I came back fr kasturi, until now wtf ._. pig betul la. xp. Ytd was bball final. CassPower gt 2nd place XD! Yay! lol, Team "me" gt 1st, they seriously deserved it. Wei Sheng somehow reminded me of Rukawa x) haha, mvp SAB =) Haish, after finals, I couldn't go bball court that frequent anymore, next week koko starts again and we'll be damn busy :o I love seeing you guys play bball heheh, thanks for the wonderful memories ^^

Once a 5Maju-ians, always a 5 Maju-ians. :3 Name lists came out ady, THANK GOD I'M STILL IN 5M BEST CLASS EVER HAHA.XD Class reshuffle starts next week. For those who changed class, don't think too much, just go with the flow la 2 weeks ony ;)

Ish, Timmy ahhhhh, I'm gonna miss you weyh =( lol, congratz again, don't ever forget each and everyone of us here or you'll sure gonna get it fr whole bunch of us. Take that. =P For the sake of your future, you should go there :) haha, I wonder whether I'll cry anot on the day you leave Msia. We'll see.  Take care Timmy, don't be so blur you knowww, oh and don't let the ang mos take advantages on you! Keep in touch la =')

Arrd 5 hrs later, SAB 47th SPORTS DAY GONNA START WHOOHOOO! GO LAKSAMANA!!!!! XD I ambil flag warna-warni and do first aid jer. Didn't take part in any events, err gt la lompat jauh but lost dy, 4th haha XP. Can't wait to see our laksamana kawad and cheerleading. Haha, and our wonderful art work too ;P     

CassPower

  Sorry, for bringing bad luck to you guys. I feel guilty la now. The points for both games were so close, but still, somehow u guys lost. 

  Last year, I've never shouted or cheered for a team. Even if I did, I only whispered to myself and no one else could realize. You asked me not to be so quiet when everyone else has their own ideal team.  So this year,  I tried to cheer as loud as possible, to show them support, especially when the team name is CassPower.

  Yeah, I got lotsa '=.=' face for screaming too loud ahah paiseh. I guess, I should stop that.

 And...

  You guys should think of changing your team name =)

你们＝）

我对你们的事，可以说是睁一只眼，闭一只眼了。不对，应该说，我把自己当成瞎了。想到了你的立场，不跟我说的原因，反省一下自己的所作所为。所以我就算很想知道，最近，也都不闻不问了。现在，你还要我当哑巴？ 随你便。我到要看你是否要我全身残障才肯罢休。先提醒你，你再这样下去，会失去很多朋友。＝）

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你，别再伤心了好吗？＝）过了就算了，那种不甘心，让它快快过吧。每次看到你沉默，我们的心情也好不到哪里去。最后一年了，最后几个月了，开心地过吧。人生还有更多不如意的事呢，而且应该会随着年龄增长而更加严重吧。刚刚回来的时候，看到你，笑得很灿烂。Taemida =) 就算是装出来的，我也很欣慰了。谢啦 XD

PBSM CAMP 2012

  PBSM Camp, my last camp in SAB, thank you for those who participated, I had a great time =)

 To Ajks:

 sorry if I've done anything wrong. 

Shi Ern: Seungri-ssi...You did a great job, it's time for you to rest=) 

Fong: Jom pergi tengok ombak! XD I miss the beach la adui =(

Su Jane: Thanks for all the activities you've planned. Dum dum ji ji, tuki tuki tuki tuki =D

Baya: Eh, I dah bayar tau!!! haha, Kungfu pandaaaaaa ^^ I love that seriously XD

Yuen Zhan: -____- YOU.DID.LOTSA.EPIC.ACTIONS...and I enjoyed watching'em all XD

Vinrea: Haha, thank you for confirming my tag requests! xP I know I tagged alot hehe

Wei Ming: Thank you for helping us out! Oh, how's ur injuries? O.O

Abdan: The OBH thing, thank you yah, for all the props and the storylines =)

To members: 

Thank you for joining this camp, it was a pleasure to know you all!!! XD Hope you guys had fun! lol, do support PBSM and who knows, you might become one of the ajks in the future =) 

TEPUK TEPUK PBSM!!!

HOI!!!!!!! XD