Blacksper

  We named you as Blacksper. Black- my grandmother's dog which was super good...it died. Sper- we used to love 'Casper' the Cartoon show. A cute naughty ghost haha.

  When the first time I met you, your size scared the hell out of me. That time I was only seven years old, but your height had already reached my waist. Through out all these years, I was still afraid of you though I knew you were good to us. I only dared to touch your head, and sometimes your silky fur through the gate.

  

  Everyday, you would stay in ur cage and the maid would let you out at night. I've had always felt guilty for not able to play with you, I knew I shouldn't, but my phobia stopped me.

  3 years ago, we bought Naruto and we started to have the guts to have close contact with you. Luckily you and Naruto get along well with each other haha. Naruto's like your grandson from the way you guys communicate xp. You're the steady, mature, smart type but he is the opposite =P.

  Thank you, for being such a loyal dog. You're our bodyguard, with your presence we felt safe coz you shoo-ed all the strangers away. Naruto can never replace you :) 

  It's such a painful thing to see you suffer . However, I would never agree to inject those chemicals into your body and let you die, unless you told us to. Looking at all the wounds, it teared my heart. Few weeks ago you couldn't walk anymore. Doctor told us you had cancer, but fortunately he was wrong. Those tears I shed for you that day...from sorrow to happy, and happy to sorrow. Doctor  said you couldn't last long, the wounds were too big, plus the skin disease and your age, it worsen the situation.

  For 12 years you have accompanied us, taking good care of our safety. You're like a family member, not just any ordinary pet dog. You have the purest soul, I hope you can go to heaven. I know you can.
For dog's age you are already 84, like our grandpa dy haha...... Blacksper, thank you so so so soooooooooooo much and..... I am sorry, We are sorry for not being good owners. You'll always live within our hearts. It's time to let you go.

  Good bye =')

  R.I.P