Deadline

  Yes I only have a week till my UCAS dateline and I'm still struggling with my personal statement . Lol, reading online examples make me feel so ... plain. I've done nothing outstanding for the past 19 years of my life and I wonder how thorough I must've wasted my life. No ohm to write but I'm writing, dunno how to start but I've already started...haha, just imagine the quality of my personal statement.

"That cookie. Don't eat it alone."

This is by far the most comforting words of the day. Thank you.

Idkwhatimdoinganymore

  Now I finally understand why my friends were so f*** up abt the applications. It really is frustrating, and what's worse is that  I'm the last min type.

  Had my IELTS 2 days ago, hmm it was okayyyyyy but I'm not quite confident for the writing part :/ aiks hopefully everything's gonna be alright. I hope so , I really do.

  Took my UKCAT in Singapore abt a week ago. lol the security is daebak but wtf why only 4 of us in the room. So few meh how come Msia de test centres said full dy, dont tell me few people jiu no place le ah -.-

  Exams, exams and more exams zzz. Screwed my trials lol yes I SCREEEWWWED IT fml. Thank God the lady told me they just need my AS result. If not I vomit blood puke rainbow eat shit heart attack etc etc

  Personal Statement and reference undone. Lol gonna ask Mr Teddy for help T.T ish annoying shit. 

  Maid went back for abt 2 weeks dy, our rooms also done renovating but fyi my house is in a huge mess now . I've been doing chores for duno how many hours wtf morning wake up first thing is to do chores, come back also chores, before sleep also chores. K la no need study dy la chores dai sai la call me kakak cass la zzz. So many days le but the amount of work doesn't seem to reduce, endless -.-

  Im tired both mentally and physically, but sokay. I SHALL OVERCOME THIS >< hwaiting jia you gambateh 

Last Teen Year

  I'm officially 19th lol, gosh this is gonna be my last teen year, T.T why oh why.

  Anywaysssss, I had an awesome day with my friends and family =) hahahha, damn I couldn't help but to smile every second, it's been like this for hours lololol my face's gonna cramp seriously =P

  Sooooooooooo, a very very big thank you to fong and zhi hao for the sticky notes surprise lololol XDDD not forgetting my beloved SN14C and those who participated. You guys did a good job for covering up the whole thing bcoz I did not know what's happening until the very moment XDDD

The sticky notes are everywhere lol 

I couldn't think of anything but just laugh XD

=) Ohana 

  Well fyi, the total number of sticky notes are arrd 300++ Luckily they helped me to take it out or else I'm gonna spend hours or days on it wtf =P We later settled our lunch at De Pastry hahaha, I was already in a super happy mood atm.

  Things didn't just end like that when I got back home haha. Sis n bro ordered pizza and guess what, sis actually BAKED a cake!!! Green tea flavoured XD (doesn't really look & taste like one but still quite nice to eat tho)

awww, that's so sweet of her

  =) Took some time to reply the bday wishes one by one, when I was sorting out the sticky notes... they came XDDD

Tsk tsk this Qiu said she was busy so couldn't come over, how smart

I was overwhelmed, never expected for such a surprise visit.

  Hahahaha, I felt so touched :3 I can proudly say that I have the best friends ever, no doubt =)

  Just a moment later, my cousin and her bf came XDD They very ' you xin' coz last year they also visited me despite the trouble of living in the hostel. 

Kaka and Andy...and the watermelon cake XDDD

Important people XD Thank you

  Haha, I thought that's all for today but hey no, qiu said there's another person that's gonna come over. I was like O.o who? but that girl didn't wanna reveal anything -.- so yeah... Lol he really took me by surprise when I saw him....IT'S CHI WAYYYY XDDDD

Chi to the Way haha, nice catching up =)

  I'm receiving so much love from many many many people :3 I am truly blessed. I wonder how many 'bday cakes' I've eaten =P Sokay, diet can wait HAHAHHAH

  Love you all XD T'was a memorable bday 

  Thank you =)

updates

WHOAHHHH, i see dust everywhere in this blog, pls forgive me :P lol alright, I'll post everything in point form again (didn't do this for quite some time dy haha but I don't feel like constructing any paragraphs so yeah)

-met jy,wm, fong & lum at ts today, damn lotsa gossips with jy arrd hahaha but it wasn't annoying at all X) Guessed I can tahan the '8'ness of him since I only met him once in a blue moon.

had extra 2 hours for the cheong k session haha damn syok. 4 hours jadi 6 hours XD worth the money hehe.

-A2 is a mess, AS is already bad, but is this way worse zzz. Dunno how I'll gonna screw everything up in the end -.-  Couldn't really focus nowadays, zzz my mind is blocked somehow. why oh why.  T.T homework undone, revision undone, I'm doomed. 

k la i dunno what to write aish no mood to write also lol. nah as requested I updated my blog dy ah I'll definitely write a more sincere one when I have the mood kay but not now /.\ khxbai.

Kim Soo Hyun

Guess I'm really into him aren't I? Lol, only for the time being xp. Oh gosh just done watching You Who Came From The Stars today and I could say the last kiss scene was (Y). I initially wanted to watch it because of Kim Soo Hyun, got crazy over him since Moon Embraces the Sun LOL. This drama has an interesting story line, not thaaaat predictable but oh well, not very unpredictable also larh haha. This was the second time I watch Jun Ji Hyun's work. The first one was 'My Sassy Girl' , it's a movie fyi. I think I watched it recently (last year if I'm not mistaken because I was too free) although the production was errr... almost a decade ago. I've seen countless articles stating how good it was but when I watched it...meh. Pure disappointment LOL. Maybe cuz the male main lead wasn't good looking and I was just being prejudice? Hmm, idk.

Kkk back to YWCFTS, the more episodes I watched, the more I like Jun Ji Hyun, she seemed to fit the role perfectly lolz, I have to admit that her acting skills shine brighter than Kim Soo Hyun in this drama.(Do Min Joon is still awesome kayyyy). I actually think it isn't bad for her to end up with Hui Kyeong, he's like her soulmate :3 How can you like a girl for 15 years non-stop and propose to her ( yes propose, with rings and all that) even she has rejected you for n times. Too bad  Song Yi won't fall for you, but I might LOLOL. 

I like Kim Soo Hyun's character, Do Min Joon. An alien who lives on Earth for 400 years, a virgin, a person who's so dull and innocent, a loyal guy to the first girl he met, a superman with superpowers XDDD etc etc, how can I resist him :3Hmm, if compared to Moon Embraces the Sun, I think I'll prefer METS, I love both his characters in each drama, but I think the plot and storyline in METS made me flutters more. I wouldn't say YWCFTS isn't good, it just lack surprises and climax that made my heart beats fast. HAHAH it's been a lonngggg time since I waited episode by episode to watch a drama. Usually I'll just online and watch'em all in few days.

Still cuts from YWCFTS =D

Hui Kyeong is damn heroic in this scene.

good girl gone bad hmm

kyaaaaaa!!

Wishing for a better tomorrow

*sweep dusts away*

it's been a while... X) 

Today was a day of emotions. Got our paper back and generally our class did not perform well, we're at the down side compared with A and B class. For once, the atmosphere in our class was gloomy. 

Lol. Not a happy day. Not at all. 

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I'm sorry if I screwed up anything. Thanks for trying. I'm glad, really. For the troubles I've brought, I apologize. But that's not gonna keep me from trying. Again and again :) I will always anticipate for the day when the seal is finally broken. 

Wake Home

That was my first time celebrating Halloween and it turned out to be meaningful. If I wasn't a leo, I wouldn't have experienced this. I hope the kids enjoyed themselves, at least I did :) I was told that they are HIV + patients before I visited Wake Home, and the worst part was, they didn't know about it. Lol.

They just looked like any other normal kids but they are somehow different :( Before meeting them, we had to choose a kid and buy a watch for him/her...I chose a down syndrome patient. Her name is Vinothin and she is the youngest among the children in wake home, 7 years old. I selected her because I thought the others wouldn't choose her, I was right. Hmm... I didn't get to communicate with her lol she didn't understand at all. Saliva dripped all over her with an unpleasant smell, hmm...and she threw my halloween present in a perfect curved motion when I gave it to her. Zzz, to be honest, I was abit disappointed but I know I couldn't expect more. I left early and had my dinner with dad outside (fyi, the food there was...ugh...meant for draculas XP, their appearance were so 'tempting' hahas, green soba with prawn and both with chocolate topping. -.- salute to the uncle who invented this dish) Lol, I couldn't stop thinking abt the children's situation and I was kinda upset. hmm but I felt better after chatting with people, thanks to Facebook and Whatsapp XD I really hope that they can lead a normal life many years later, it's hurt to relate the kids as potential AIDS patients, sigh. May God bless them, now and always.