Thank You

1) Haha, thanks for spending your 'precious' time to chat with me. I'll make sure that I bring my hp every time and everywhere. (if I remember,lol)

2) Thanks for cheering me up whenever I'm down, making me smile during normal circumstances.

3) I appreciate it when you show your sincerity, even just a little bit.

4) Nobody is perfect, neither you nor I, but we learn from our mistakes and become a better person.

5) Thanks for sharing your joy, sadness and sometimes, secret.=)

Crapping

• She is worst than giant, but bullying her is fun.^^
• Omg, so fast!? T.T haiz u big girl already...
• Get well soon.=)
• Ugh, piano exam.......NOOOOO!!!
• Aww, glad to hear both of u r together again~~
• Thank you for listening, xp.
• You understand me quite well, don't you?=)
• I hope you enjoy your life over there. Cheer up.
• Are you that free to sms us?
• Hmph, this holiday is NOT a holiday. ><
• So many books to read!!! story books ofcoz!
• Please, give me a break!
• Learn from your(my) mistakes.T.T

篮球。羽球。

最近，对篮球的热情好像又复活了。应该说，这份热情不曾消退，只不过，被时间埋了起来。

要怪就怪篮球队员，他们练习的次数好像增加了。因为比赛的关系，他们上着课时也能逃出来打篮球。刚巧，我目前的班正对着篮球场，看着他们练习，思绪也会随球蹦走。哈哈。我喜欢看他们胜利前的semangat,胜利时的呐喊，和胜利后的认真。这样的场景让我想起了《灌篮高手》。啊，我的流川 枫！

我喜欢篮球，但不会打篮球，只能眺望篮球场，看你们打篮球。今年败了，明年再来！

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羽球，算是我众多球类中最擅长的一个。我一定喜欢哪！下个星期比赛了，有点紧张，可是又不怎么紧张。（我到底在说什么啊？）我已经做好最坏的打算，若真的输了，难过会有一点点，但肯定将被志气代替！就像我之前说的，今年败了，明年再来！我不把这次的比赛看得像上次这样重，免得伤神又伤心。马丝恩，我们是为明年而战！

要输，就输得精彩！

2012

Now only I realise that Im a coward. Everytime I heard someone mentioned abt the end of the world, I'll have nightmares. Not that Im afraid of death(actually, I am),but Im afraid of the way I die. Maybe I watch too many movies, I just can't get rid of those fearful scenes. For the whole day, I'll be imagining myself in that situation and figure out what will happen to me at last. Th results are usually negative, which makes me moody and down. I know, I mustn't give up hope no matter what, and dont be panic, think hard to rescue myself. Yes, my mom always reminds me about this. The problem is, am I strong enough in both mental and physical? Can I stand the pain? These are all unknowns.

I DON'T WANT TO DIE!!! I have so many things that I wanted to do. I am still young, I have my ambition! Please, give me a chance to live. I know all living things are born to die. I dont have superpowers and Im not a vampire. I AM A TINY, MORTAL AND FRAGILE HUMAN BEING.
In the end death will still approach me but Im not prepared, yet. I want to die in peace, not full of regrets. When the time comes, I will accept it with open arms but not NOW.

I cant predict what will happen in the future, I might be a victim someday, who knows? I hope I can spend my life with lots of memorable and happy events. I want nothing to bother me untl the day I close my eyes forever.

Anticipation

A little bit dizzy after I had my 'snack meal'. My hands were weak, I tried to hit the walls hard, but it turn out to be bleeding. xp. yeah, what a stupid act.
When I reached home, I slept for an hour, woke up to bathe and continue sleeping till 8pm. yes, im a pig, i know. My head was kind of heavy, ishh, fever.
Ok, straight to the point. Tmr i'll have dental check up, and I dont rmb what time. The thing is, the YEs have a mini gathering tmr because 2 of the Japanese staffs came here fews days ago!!! I wanted to meet them so badly, haha, I miss them very very very much. It's at Mid Valley, 10.30 am- 3pm. I thought I probably cannot go bcause my parents are busy, luckily my dad agreed since the gathering itself has unsur 'Lions Club' in it. haha. Im damn excited now, although i can't stay very long.
Hmm,what shall I wear tmr?

Disappointed

*Sighs*...why must I burn midnight oil every single day? 10/2/11 = A TIRING DAY. Im lazy to type the whole story out but I guess everyone knows what I mean.

Eh to, gomenasai neh, can't go to ur hse. Maybe next time or perhaps years later since you said this is the 1st and the last time. Nothing happen, I just want to accompany my grandma. She'll go back on Sat so I think I should appreciate this short period with her. Haiz, Im kinda disappointed too... but after thinking abt my parents schedule and the transport problem, I decided not to go. We finish BC class at 3pm. If I go to ur hse, I need to be at Q's hse b4 7pm which means I have to start preparing at 6pm something. Afterwards I come back home arrd 8-10pm and it's bedtime. The next day grandma will leave in the morning or maybe afternoon. So the time I can spend wif her is fr 3pm-6pm = 3 hours only in a day. I still have so many years to spend with all of you but only a few years to be with the old ones (choi! choi!).
Well, enjoy yourself and dont miss me too much. Have fun there!

Im coming home

I will be back on the 8th!!! Well, it's hard to describe my feelings now, complicated. I should be happy because im going back soon after so many days in Japan...But somehow, I have a feeling that I'll miss this place ALOT ALOT ALOT!

Looking forward to my brand new school life, 4 Kamil. Oh, I need to finish the homework 1st...sigh. There are so many things that I need to complete as soon as possible, wondering how am I suppose to manage my time. Ugh, burn midnight oil again huh? Cass...Cass...

Btw, Bye Arashi! I won't be able to watch your show in Malaysia, Sayounara! Anyway, I have your DVD! lolz... hmph, EDAGAWA MITSUYO a.k.a mama, I WILL ALWAYS REMEMBER HOW YOU INFLUENCED ME TO BECOME ARASHI'S FAN!!!!
1. You have so many posters of Ohno Satoshi in the dining room! (bathroom as well)
2. You only listen to Arashi's song in the car! (116 songs, all Arashi...)
3. You have Ohno's sticker on your hp!
4. You watch Arashi's show EVERYDAY! ( you even record previous episodes...)
5. You have damn many CDs and DVDs of Arashi! ( The concerts, albums, dramas...etc)
6. You told me so many stories about ARASHI!!!

Everyday arashi arashi arashi arashi arashi.....I guess whoever lives with you will like/love Arashi within a week, how scary...

Geez, found my 1st idol in ... JAPAN!!! That's just UNBELIEVABLE! T.T

HAHA.Thanks to both Edagawa and Hori family for taking good care of me. Well done! I seriously enjoy my stay here. Arigatou Gozaimas!